item no 1 ;
TVXQ's 23rd Japanese Single - Dōshite Kimi o Suki ni Natte Shimattandarō?
("Why Did I Fall In Love With You?")which is released on July 2008.

i've always wanted this album but i refused to download the songs bcuz i jus wanna stop downloading songs.. i should support their album by buying one.
but im gonna be reli broke if i buy all their previous albums..
so i jus buy one that is released in my birthday month (lol) & it was kinda the latest one b4 'Giving Young Adults Hopes and Dreams-Fall Mini Concert' 4TH jap album & MIROTIC which is the now the latest but havent been released..
im gonna save money for mirotic this time! its extra special cuz theres something special in it as msia version..

item 2 ;

haha. i jus happen to saw dis in speedy so i bought it for fun.
well there's some songs i havent reli listen yet so yeah.
im still looking for the last year's release though.

item 3 ;

do realised that this 3 items is costing a lot? if u feel that im wasting my money, i dont deny.
but these r the only things dat can keep me peaceful & secure..
not that im freaking crazy for them, but music jus gives me the security i need.
for a person like me, i often feels lonely although im in a crowd or surrounded by my friends, i don't know why either.
maybe bcuz im too deeply emotional. its hard to change this part of me, unless i can change my mind & views on it. hmmmmm.
dad & mum r actually fine wif me buying this.. cuz they SAW my passion towards music..
dad was suprised when he saw me in a good mood after facing a really huge problem which happens on me. it almost break my intention to live, u know?
but when i listen to sj or tvxq's songs.. i feel like i gain more strength & i should not give up..
soooo yeah. maybe im taking a music class during the holidays.
talked to dad about this & he did not object at all.. but im still thinking which instrument i should play..
piano? maybe not. cuz my fingers arent 'fingers for piano' & piano was kinda common..
i should study something rare perhaps.. violin? ahhh guess not too. my shoulder aint strong.
nvm, we'll see how it goes.. or maybe dancing class is not bad. haha! we'll seee! :D