You're right & wrong at the same time.
Yes, you're always the first & last kind of friend i had.
Because you were the first person who share everything with me.
Believe it or not, i still miss the past.
I'm a very emotional & sensitive person to deal with.
So not everyone can approach me. Because i don't open up easily in reality. YES to strangers, but not to friends. Friends that're not that close to me.
I was happy i found a friend by coincidence.
Though i always said between friends, we must have a lot in common so that we hv more to share about, but to you, i don't & and actually care.
It must be very hard to understand me, right?
Because when i see everyone around you, i feel small & unappreciated.
I can't communicate wif ppl who are different from me. I'm not comparing.
Your group are with ppl who hv different personalities from me.
Yes, i can open up to the one & only her because she's the only person who accepts me for who i am. She's the only person who tried to understand me.
Yet, i'm sucha cold person, but someone still tried to know me better.
I'm not asking the whole world to approach me, but i know where i really belong.
I don't fit in your group not because of what you thought. But because they're not the type i can get along with.
I don't like talking random things, i like sharing my interests.
That is why i only belong to a certain group of friends. But, i hope u dont get offended.
I don't think i'm changing by next year, because i wanna give myself a chance again.
If things still did not get better, i'm leaving by end of form4. by that time, maybe we're not even that close anymore.
I hope u remember i'll never forget you.