I had a great time today but my leg doesn't.
Its practically swollen from hours of walkin+shoppin.
CD shops is a must whenever i shop.. LOL.
Guess what i bought..



I didn't intend to buy this srsly. but the moment i saw it, my hands grab hold of it & i was on the counter less than a minute. LOL.
i know i'm outdated though T.T they've stopped mirotic promotion ages ago. LOL.
but i was looking for ver C for a long time d.. even the regular online shop i went were out of stock ~
since then i gave up. but then fate meets us. so yeah.. worth the price anyway.









next must-hv cd is Bolero. wait till i save enough first.. =)
awwww , no wonder girls/snsd cds ! ;(( msia srsly suck. i admit i was looking for Gee.

went to ajisen ramen for lunch. i srsly think the food hates me D:
whenever i had lunch at a mall, i always order the food that seems appetizing to me but in d end it tastes like crap. exception for MCD & KFC though. LOL. oh, & pizza. yummmm :D

anw i had spicy chicken ramen. which looks so freakin delicious but in d end i was tearing. guess they really mean it by spicy huh?
ramen tastes good though. but the spicy chicken doesn't go well with it. bad combination.
lol.. i sound like a food expert. ha ! :D

bough a jacket too.
i loveee jackets. LOL. not the raining jacket hor. swt.

went to bank in payment for sj boys in city2. yeaapp, i bought it . weeeee !
now jus gotta wait for it to arrive. im alr feeling impatient. LOL

back to school on mon T.T & i think i'll hv the 1st monthly test in feb.
barely can online again, unless on weekends. thats if i'm free to do so.
& barely can.. fangirl. lol. im not addicted, it jus bcame a routine.
from now on till the next time i hv holis i'll be on & off hiatus. i may online on weekdays for 1 or 2 hour though. for school work purposes. SOB ! even mentioning about school now makes me feel so stressed.sigh, 1 week of holis feels like 3 weeks. ~_~
im no longer motivated like i was during my hiatus. when i COULDN'T online.

Hongki you're such a sweetheart to chase after wonbin when he left but too bad the worst still came.

wonbin leaves so song seung hyun replaces him. LOL these names !

quoted someone off soompi. lol, autumn in my heart anyone? ok, scrap that.

Not going to judge new member because i hv no comment about his looks.

p/s: reminds me about hyunah leaving wonder girls but that was the best exchange,because yoobin totally rock the replacement. (sorry hyunah i just love yoobin more)

now will this guy hv the same faith? wont be easy because wonbin can nvr be replaced, according to most. lets just wait & see.

Oh WonBin leaves FT Island

FT Island member Oh WonBin(19) has left the group on the grounds of reason that he has differing music views as the group.

FT Island’s company said on 28th January, “WonBin, who played the guitar on the team, has left the team. It was a hard decision for WonBin too.”

Meanwhile, FT Island will look for a new member and they will release a new minialbum in mid-February.

News have it that trainee Song Seung Hyun will enter as the new member, but nothing isn’t very much confirmed yet.

........................................ & i thought it was a rumour. i went to FT's daum to find out they've already taken his profile out of the website. so, its true T_T
i feel really, really bad for primadonnas especially wonbin's fans. & although he wasn't my fav, but he fitted really well in ft. my impression on him was he's a cool & mysterious guitarist..
& he was just meant to be like that.
i just dont know what to say or do at the moment.. imagine if the same thing happens to super junior i guess i'll be crying my heart out.

sooner or later, i know i can accept this. but im shocked to find some primadonnas able to accept this already while me , just a fan who watches ft's performances & adore them but dont know them that well, can even feel a slight pain in my heart. sigh..
for now, i can only say i respect his decision since its a really big one, & im sure he must hv considered this several times.


but im not ready to say goodbye to this talented guitarist yet..

will ft ever be the same without him?

i really hope so. they're a very talented group to kpop industry.. & for the new member whos replacin him, i hope he'll be able to bring back a brand new ft island with his own charms & talents.

FT ISLAND HWAITING !

see you in future , again oh won bin oppa.. solo or as a new group..

MAY U BE ABLE TO FIND UR NEW PATH !

yesterday was a super busy & hectic day.i bet everyone's busy house touring & visiting/being visited by relatives & friends !
my cousins & uncles that i don't get to see often (or actually nvr SEEN BEFORE ==) was all here last night ! we had a lot of fun (especially during the tarot game time XDD) .
my 7th uncle's family arrived first. (i've nvr seen his childrens b4.. ) so ytday i get to meet & greet them ! XD to my suprise, they're all super friendly ! the 1st & 2nd cousin is 17 & 18 each. the 3rd one is 12 & the last one is 7.
i get along with my 1st cousin the best (since our age gap is only 1 yr) & she's a very funny girl. srsly. great to know she's studying in arts stream as well since she wanted to be a lawyer.
as more relatives arrive, we kinda separated in our own ways when it was too hectic downstairs with the adults chattings & stuffs. so us (teens+kids) went our own ways together. half went outside to enjoy the foods, meanwhile me & my 1st,2nd & 3rd cousin, (Yoon Wen, Kimberly, Joyce, Jia Yen (my 8th uncle's daughther) & some other small kids went upstairs to my room. & thats when we hv the tarot game thing. i didn't know Yoon Wen brought along the tarot cards with her LMAO
& she's super pro in tarots i tell you. our relationship got closer as i started asking her a bunch of questions.
& WHATS SUPER GREAT IS I FIND OUT MY 2ND COUSIN, Kimberly is a FAN OF DBSK TOO !! I straight away went "OMONA !"
when she stepped into my room, her eyes was on those posters

so she went, "mey yen you like dbsk also!? "

THEN WE WENT CRAZY IN OUR DREAMLAND. HAHAHA !! THE POWER OF CASSIOPEIAS LMAO


& then my cousins explore my merchandises & cds. i even borrowed a few cds for my cousins who seem a little interested. haha fangirl influence XD
& i kept bragging them about superjunior & stuff. hahaha bet they were sleepy hearing to my blahings xD
tarot readings session was totally L-M-A-O moment.

we hv this true or dare session too. lol cant believe im still playing this game. haha


& i drink 7 CANS OF SHANDY IN A ROW. 7 CANS DUDE !! I had no choice.. bcuz i picked dare & my "kind" cousin yoon wen dared me to..


MY : CHEH !! 7 CANS WTF . i guess they dunno how much i love shandy that i can drink 10 cans also BUT YEAH. 7 CANS NOT A PROBLEM TO ME LAH.
u girls too underestimate my love for sj luh. i'd go through ANYTHING for them , even if its involves my life(oh yeah i know im a scary fan lol) , SO 7 CANS OF SHANDY IS NOT A BIG DEAL.

anyways, i know i too much confident liao. because i starting to feel crazy at the 3rd can (all in one row is quite challenging but i still finished 7 cans anyway. after that i kinda feel like dying liao.. can't move because my stomach was too heavy. =.= but hey, 7 cans in a row is not easy k, i did it babe !! hahahahah

all along the way they was like, "GO MEY YEN !! GO MEY YEN !! "

no intentions to ask me stop at all. whaliao sibeh hyper & cruel ah they all T__T
my youngest cousin somemore tell me,
"nah3 drink somemorex2 ! i go bring one more box of shandy at downstairs ah"

WTF


SIAO LANG AH U PPL !!! if it wasnt bcuz of my stupid pride to prove my love towards super junior to them, i really wont take that dare. so pls tell me i rock.
u try drinking 7 cans in one row (less than 45 minutes) & see how it feels. ahahahahaha
SEE YOON WEN I TOLDCHA !!! challenge somemore lah. i was also forced to drink some alcohol (which i sooo hated the taste) by my cousins. their like hei se hui ppl i tell you ! ask you to drink this & that after u lose a bet or dare. what the =.= !!
to my very extreme embarassement, my face was burning even if i insisted it. my cousins all were laughing so loud till my eardrum wanna burst liao.

stupid wine. NO FOUL WORDS ON CNY HOR CHERRY. =D

after our games we kinda lazed around & soon after, all of them left at 4 something. aww i'll miss my cute cousins ! :D

& OH.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG !

sorry for the late wish.. i practically fall asleep because of exhaustion last night..
you're gorgeous.. & i know you know it yourself too.

a short msg for you because i know i can nvr stop typing if i continue to blab about you.

Dear Jaejoong,

You're hauntingly beautiful. & i thought you were just beautiful. nothing more than that because you seem too perfect already.
I never in the world for a damn second before i knew you hv such a beautiful voice thought you could sing like an angel.
& from that moment, i thought GOD IS UNFAIR.
BECAUSE HE MADE YOU PERFECT IN EVERYTHING.
everything about you attracts me (lol so ripped from bella to edward lol sry bella XD). You're the only person i can call perfect. There is something about you, deep in your eyes, warms my heart. I feel secure just by looking at you.
That makes me wonder how YUNHO felt when he stare deep into your eyes for a long time in tvxq banjun drama. How come he doesn't faint? LOL.
From the moment i saw you i know i can never take my eyes off you. Its obvious many girls fall for you appearance first, i'm very must sure about this, as i myself also fall for your looks first. But until i discovered your angelic voice & "the jaejoong-ism" personality it isn't really like that anymore.
You're every girl's Edward Cullen !

how.on.earth.did.you.do.that?! i bet the cameraman heartbeat stopped for a second when u stare like that. LOL.

yes. shoot me please. i rather die in your hands then to die in tragic.
(noone knows how they'll die so even if i'll die peacefully, i rather die in his hands. )


stop s.t.a.r.i.n.g. i can't die yet. not b4 i meet you & the rest.

i know you have millions or even billions of fans around the world, who probably love you much more than i do, care for you much more than i do, willing to die for you,
but as i said, i respect & love you just as how much i do for God.
:)

p/s : be happy with Yunho.. forever ! i really dont mind even if you married him because i'll cry like there's no tmw when you get married with a girl. better yet, a fan.
dont get married to a fan ! because she'll hv a lot of antis (for sure).
oh, & im fine with you & han hyo joo too. you guys look great together. either hyo joo or yunho.. no more other people ! XD

just because i think Seung Yeon is really cute..
she's the first kara member that attracted my attention.
i find her always smiling brightly in most kara performances..
don't you think she's sweet?

continuing my CNY holidays with tv programs & relatives visits ~!

YO PEOPLE !!!

Am i hiatus for almost 3 weeks? O.O

i miss my blog, really bad.
I even forget how to fangirl anymore. what a failure. see, i even stated fangirling is a daily routine in my profile =.=


I give up. I'm no longer a fangirl.



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That was a big joke. DO U REALLY THINK I'LL EVER FORGET MY FANGIRL STATUS??

Even though i can't surf the net anymore, i still fangirl in my mind. haha.

Okay forget that crap pls. I was just trying to lighten my dead blog's mood. -.-

Anw, i was away for some time (not on my own will oh yeah T.T) cuz my internet was down. why? my dad didn't pay the bill =.= good job.
the electric bill was unbelievably high, to my suprise. i can only thank dad for not taking off the air-conditioner outta my room. i can hardly survive without it. LOL.
like srsly, msia weather is crazy okay. especially my place here.
dunno if the sun loves me or what, it shines really bright & HOT just straight right in my window every morning. even afternoon.
dammit. what a perfect angle , sun. =.=

K, i actually came on time to wish everyone HAPPY CNY !! eve. LOL.

im pretty excited about cny, are you?

I'm desperate for house tour k. Anyone looking for cny visitors? ME ME ME !! IM FREE 24/7 K ;D

Dont misunderstand yeah, i memang hunting for angpaus pun . nyahahahah XDXDD kidding la. seriously. feel free to call me yeah.

And no, you dont wanna come to my house. trust me. unless u wanna ruin ur innocent eyes with messy environment. bwahahah.

Oh, & i finally got my desired hair cut last week. At last. I wanted a new haircut for ages.
I wanted sunye's haircut in "SO HOT" so very badly but when the stylist ask me, i couldn't seem to blurt it out ( in fact i actually forget about it ==) instead i pointed on a random model in a magazine i was looking at.
& it was a little similar to sunye's haircut, only the fringe part is different. Well, actually not all that similar after all. sunye is way hotter yeah ;DDD


This morning, something OMG-SERIOUSLY-LIKE-WTF-I-LAUGHED-AT-MYSELF thing happened.
when i open my room's door, i saw a letter from pos malaysia at my doorstep ( guess my mum put it there when she saw it at the mailbox) . WITH MY NAME ON IT. so i thought a parcel was delivered when im not home. BUT THEN,

WTH.

SINCE WHEN I HAD A PARCEL TO RECEIVE!? THE LAST TIME I BOUGHT SOMETHING ONLINE WAS WEEKS AGO. & USUALLY THE SELLER WILL INFORM ME THE TRACKING NUMBER AFTER SHE SHIPPED THE ITEMS.

but this time, i don't remember waiting for any parcel at all ! not at all! so i thought they delivered it to the wrong address since my address was incomplete anyways (without the road's name) but the name was exactly the same. i crack my head thinking "eh??? huh!!??!??!!?? "

& I STILL CANT FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT. Then i saw they tick the "posdaftar" box instead of the parcel box. which means its not a parcel. but WHAT THE HELL IS POSDAFTAR ANYWAY!!?? poslaju & pos express i know lah. received parcels from both of these pos service b4.
but posdaftar. wth. i seriously dont think i ordered anything online already in this month & even so, the tracking number is sooo unfamiliar. spent hours figuring this out. in the end i thought they really sent it to the wrong address & i called their hotline .

"hello pos malaysia? can u resend the item you delivered to my hse on 22/1/09?"

person-in-charge : "sorry miss. u hv to pick up the items at our main office 15 days within the date. we can't resend the items"


WTFFFFFFFF


its not even my item! (well, at least i really didn't know what was that & i risked myself to ask them to send the unknown item again to check what was that. im so bad i know, what if its really other ppl's item!? )
& then i got fed up so i decided to neglect it since its not my items anyway. like seriously, i dont recall any items i should receive in this month. the last shopping i did was b4 i went hiatus. & i received the parcels earlier already. so what the heck is this?

& that couldn't be a mysterious gift from any anonymous , dude. get real.


i really didn't give a damn & proceed to online once my dad called & said the internet is available again. (after i freaking called the posmalaysia)
while i online, i checked tru my mails, & TO MY GODNESS GRACIOUS SUPRISE, THERE'S THIS PERSON WHO SENT ME A MAIL WITH THE TITLE "RE-SJ LIGHTSTICK" ON 20/1/09


OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG





NOW I REMEMBERED !! I ORDERED SJ LIGHTSTICK B4 MY HIATUS & I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THE SELLER REPLIED MY MAIL...... DURING MY HIATUS !!


LOOK, some time ago(which was last yr around december i suppose) i ordered it from sapphirepearls. but then, i seem to forget about it bcuz they replied my mail late. & i finally forgotten about the whole thing since then.


BUT WORST IS, I CANT BELIEVE SHE ACTUALLY SENT THE ITEMS TO MY HSE ALREADY B4 I EVEN MADE THE PAYMENT !!!! WHAT THE GODDDD O___O !!
IS THIS COMMON OR WHAT?? CUZ I NEVER RECEIVED ANY ITEMS B4 CLEARING THE PAYMENT FIRST (!!)


what the what the. sorrryyy girl. thank god i'm not some fraud or cheater, if not you lose big. how can u even send the items first b4 i even pay !?
kk, dont get paranoid cherry. girl, i'll pay soon k. u hv my details anyway, i can't run away haha XDDD
so i asked dad to take the items for me tmw, yay ! ;D

very unexpected incident. if its not for the mail, i might hv forget i actually ordered it. =.=;;



lets move on to the next topic.

seems like the days i was gone there's a few new talents debuting. After School, Brand New Day,Tae Goon .

i found out that he's jaejoong BFF since childhood. O.O
i believe he'll gain more attention bcuz of jae.. i feel bad for him. ><





i know i'll grow fond of this guy. & the fact he's jae's bff can't influence my impression towards his talent.
he does reminds me of jonghyun & se7en.. i don't know.
but certainly not Rain. he's just really similar to se7en but i won't minus his points because of this.
in fact, he can sing, dance, has the looks. now all left is his personality.. I'm curious.
i downloaded his mini-album(bad me LOL) just to listen to his vocals better. if im satisfied, i might as well grab a copy ;D
Hmmm, interesting guy. Tae Goon? Tae Goon :)






i actually am a small fan of dambi onnie since i watched her on WGM. some ppl says she's boring & stuff, but to me she has a good personality & talent. at least her "CRAZY" was a great addictive song. so, i wish her all the best in her future path :)

the first thing i did when i surf the net today was looking up for SNSD's comeback videos.
yeap, gee gee gee gee baby baby baby gee gee gee geee baby baby baby .
their "GEE" mv teaser was the last video & news i saw b4 my hiatus.
i have something to confess. well, i dont have to hide this, i admit i was ONCE AN ANTI. I admit how much i hated snsd when i saw the haptic cf they did wif dbsk.
i admit i believed all the bashings from other antis & the negative comments/rumours about them.

I ADMIT IT. so what? i admit i was wrong. Because i finally realised they're pretty much just girls with their own style & music. I didnt really like the fact they had plastic surgery too but every since last yr, im beginning to be more open. im tired of making a fuss about this & that so therefore i stopped all the rubbish i've ever thought of. no, i didnt went around bashing them. i said b4, if i dislike a group, i LEAVE THEM ALONE. i dont go around criticizing them.
jus like how i wish antis would leave WG alone. thats it. just leave them alone. don't bother to watch their videos & read their news bcuz u'll be more pissed off when they get more fame & especially work with YOUR LOVED ONES.
so yeah. but i aint a snsd big fan yet, not enuf to call myself a fan. if it wasn't for FACTORY GIRLS, i guess i still had prejudice on them. so antis, go watch factory girls & it'll change ur feelings from hate to love (as for me LIKE :)

& kara's pretty girl was one of the last songs i heard in my laptop too. Then, unknowingly, this song keep stucking in my head during class in school.

"if you wanna pretty every wanna pretty"

i know the line sound so incorrect. but ahh who cares.

& i knew straight away i've gotten the kara fever. bad fever ;(

nah just kidding.

i listened back to their old songs like BREAK IT & ROCK U, & to my suprise, both of these songs got stucked along with "pretty girl" in my head. ==;;

Great. basically, i'm just addicted to their songs.



geee wat is wrong with me. i keep falling for girl bands these days. wait, im not les k .
I just feel quite tired of fangirling over guys so i switched to a different taste.

talking about cny, i was supposed to be at my hometown this afternoon. but the plan was cancelled, awww T__T bcuz something happened.

jaejoong's bday coming soon :D happy cny birthday (eve), jae !! xD

changing my blogskin soon.