i was hard-core studying with the player on when the song came in shuffle. i dont even know when i downloaded the whole single anyway pinky finger is suchan sweet song & i thought the rapping was just done by some random rapper guy but wtf i went youtube to check out this track & saw one of the comments "cant believe ljk rapped that well! sexyyyy"


so this is what they meant by sori ft lee junki & i thought it was the other meaning round-ljk bein featured in her MV but


leejunki raps.lee junki raps.leejunki raps.
in sori's 'pinky finger.'

OH-MY-GOD.

why is he so goddamned fine?

he raps. he raps. no, he rapped. & i dont think there'll be another chance hearing him rapping again since hes not becoming a singer - unless sori performed pinky finger live & he appears to rap i'll be screaming off my head & my heart'll race 10000000bpm/second again.

& now that song he is distracting me from books & test is tmw wth

THE KECOH FAMILY

SHERLIN - KECOHLEE (aka the kecohfamily inventor)
~we talk so kecohly, for her will be kecoh-lee (her surname)

YANI - KECOHVIRUS
~ very kecoh & stubborn virus

CHERRY - KECOHCURRY (-__-'')
~ loves to boil ppl in curry -.-

how are this 3 kecoh girls a family?

ans =

i was going downstairs to get some water in a rush & when i was done, i rushed back upstairs to my room & jz when i passed by the dining table, i spotted a box , a very neat box placed on the table.
i stopped & gasped when i saw it was a package with my name! FROM KOREA.

OMGEEE :DDDD

whotheheck put it there & didnt giv me to me wtf must be my donkey brother damn hate you dwajee (pig)! LOL WTH. he must hv been really lazy to climb up & giv it to me that is why he's suchan PIG!!
anyway
I pray hard it'll be boys in city ..! but looking at the size of the package & the weight,seems like it isn't.

guess what it is.

oh its directly from kr horrr. 8D

at first when i saw the word dvdheaven,i was confused bcuz i didnt order anything from there wor.. i order from local blogshop leh. LOL



& now the content....







TA-DAAAA~!!!

get a good rest today. dont push yourself, i know you somehow forced urself too much.
be strong k?

What a day. more of like what a bad day.

can today get any worst?
for the first time in my life, in my 15 & 2 months yrs of school, i got arrested with the rest of the girls for the "long nails" bullshit rule.
HELLO PREFECTS & TEACHERS! LIKE SERIOUSLY, WHY DONT U JUST RIP OFF MY NAILS SO I DONT HV TO CUT IT ANY SHORTER NO MORE!?!?

First, my nails are already very2 super duper short & just because one of my nails is long, you take my name down!? wahlaoweh. I wasnt expecting this at all. because my nails has always been short!
like reallyyyyyyyy short okayyy. even the first 3 prefects approved me & then when the 4th shitty ass prefect saw mine, i was expecting to get away since my discipline is considered very good d.
& just when i thought so, she actually said, "ur thumb's nail is long. go there & cut ur nails"

WAH PIANNGGGG. MY THUMB ONLY LO FOR GODNESS'S SAKE!!! only one damn finger & WHATS WORSE IS ITS NOT EVEN LONG !!!!!!! WTFFFFFFFFFF SO PISSED OFF Y'KNO

My fingers is already tiny & small & my nails itself is short as well so why the fck are you being so sarcastic ?! i bet the teacher doesn't even think its long if i show it to them, alright!?

just because ure one frigging prefect & the teachers let u do their job, u think ure the boss?! is there something wrong with ur eyes!? goshdammit.

ugh.

i got so angry thinking how i might got penalty marks even if its just 2 marks because i nvr ever frigging got catched before for long nails. or better yet, i never ever heard anyone said that my nails are long ! wthhhh blindprefect

& talking about nails, i freaking break my toe nail this morning before school. half of the nail is scrapping out alright!! & its bleeding. i dun even know how it broke, im seriously stupid. until i feel like, "why so pain wan my toe.. *takes a look at my toes* OMO ITS BLEEDING ! "
i guess something bang my feet nails when i got up & the nail started to scrap up. like half the piece of the nail ! gosh! hurtsss so badddddd u can never imagine how it feels. i panicked & wondered, "s.hit. what if it doesnt grow anymore!?(the new nail) AM I SUPPOSED TO WALK AROUND WITH A NAILESS TOE!!?? "
i panicked & panicked & it hurts like #$$%^&%$ i cursed so much when i wore my socks. wahlao. until i went to school, it continue to hurt & when i got arrested for my long thumb wtf, i got so pissed bcuz my toe was hurting too i seriously wanna slap someone

endured after school. took out my shoes & saw the NAIL IS BACK! WTHHHH
Its still kinda bleeding & stuff, but the nail were like fine already. thank god it really didnt scrap off. i dontwanna lose it. LOL

okay enough rants.

despite the bad day, i enjoyed english/literature class.
i think im really falling in love with literature since our new english teacher (mrs anna tan) introduced the william's shakespeare poem's, SONNET 18. i seriously love the meaning behind this poem.
now i know, literature does suits me. a lot. i thank god for giving me an artistic mind & the ability to imagine things beautifully..
& i find literature is somehow a class to express our feelings deep inside. like mrs tan said, LITERATURE IS ABOUT YOU. WHEN U READ A POEM, YOURE ACTUALLY LEARNING MEANINGFUL THINGS ABOUT URSELF. Things that are associated with feelings.. deep thoughts.. imaginative world.
i love this. bcuz it suits me more than everything for now.
Sonnet 18 is suchan beautiful poem! i respect william shakespeare a lot. i used to nvr really fancy literature or arts because i find it complicated & boring.. but then, its just like a yoga class, so relaxing, so peaceful. i might nvr ever compose a great poem but i definitely enjoyed reading them.. especially if the story of the poem relates to my life.

from now on, i'll be enjoying every single minute of literature class. its probably the only class bsides history & accounts that i'll love a lot.
bcuz of its beautiful & deep words in poems, i find it so amazing to understand the poem itself as well as having a deeper touch with ur soul & mind.. after all the stressing other subjects's classes. :)

its really hard to understand this poem at first.. due to my basic english & understandings.. & also because its too deep.

basically the poet's saying that his beloved is much more beautiful than the summer.. as summer is the best weather for the ang mos.. (LOL) However, the beloved being described has beauty that will last forever, unlike the fleeting beauty of a summer's day. By putting his love's beauty into the form of poetry, the poet is preserving it forever by the power of his written words. meaning that his beloved's beauty will last & he/she will not die because as long as there is men on earth, as long as men can see, & as long as this poem is still being read by others.. his beloved will exist forever.

when we , who reads this poem, we're actually bringing back his beloved to life. because he/she lives in the poem. in the words. deep inside the meanings. :)
and so, i shall dedicate this beautiful poem by the greatest poet in history, William Shakespeare to




YunJae (son of yunho+jaejoong) who will never exist D:
hahahahahahhaha !!! XDDDDD somehow it suits a lot right?!
LOL ;D

GUYS, don't u just want her to be your valentine? LOL.

too bad im not a guy so i definitely cant fall in love with these girls.. LOL WTHWTH
(i still love them as my sisters alright XDDD)

^ LOL !!! XDDDD eunhyuk pwns

^ yesyes i'm always yours. so are you XDDD

anw,HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY - whether you're single or attached!

wait, do you think im single? nahhh you're soooooooooo wrong.







so so wrong im telling ya.

-.-''


what,i hv a valentino(s) too okay? ==

Jaejoong song cut from XMAN #69 Ep 152 DBSK Special (HQ)

**I saw this in superjunior@lj. And I like everyone to take a guess.

Amidst the Shichul kiss, there’s a lingering news about someone stopping a Hanchul kiss in SM TOWN BANGKOK 09. But there’s not much of a proof…

until this…

credits : sapphirepearls.com

FIRST, why YESUNG WHY!? my hanchul kissing dream almost came true but why T___T ahh i dont blame him~
there must be either something about yesung with chul or geng or something else.. there must be something with yesung. LOL. aigoo, if its jealousy, why on earth are you even jealous of that?! u still have ME ye! i still love you a lot, you're still in my top 10 !
btw, its obviously yesung from the side.. at 1st i thought it was hyukjae or teuk. but im pretty much sure its ye. haha, jus look at his finger blocking chul's mouth! dorky ! xD
& bsides that, i CANT BELIEVE GENG ! OMG. HE WAS ALL READY FOR IT WTH.THEY WERE SOOO CLOSE. I WAS SO WRONG ABOUT MY BOYS ESPECIALLY THE INNOCENT-LOOKING ONES. take sungmin & siwon for example. their lips has been raped by chul ! the most unbelievable one. siwon ! our jesus-lover rofl
im reli starting to feel that everyone has something for chul if not why does it seem so easy for them to um... KISS!? may seem nothing but stil its between guys.. gosh chul you're crazy & im loving you more for that! bcuz im crazy too! thanks to you! we're both crazy lmao

*sings SDB'S Michyeosseo XDDDD*

Alright,despite the good news(which is the only thing i can be happy of today) i had a bad day today. totally screwed up day.

i hate hate hate this week. i get upset so easily on the smallest issue but i tried to be patient as much as i can. some ppl jus need to push me to my limit & make me explode. i feel so angry even thinking about it. i cant help but to feel boiled up.
i hate how they are so insensitive towards other ppl's feelings.& i dont care shes reading this but i doubt she wouldnt since she dun hv a blog, which is a great fact or else i'll be setting mine to private -.-''
i always had this mindset - if u wanna gossip/critic someone, do it all u want i cant stop you its ur mouth anyway but nvr do it in front them.
i dont mind if this happens behind me but please, not in front of me. do u know how much it'll hurt others feelings ?
no u dunno.bcuz u fcking dont giv a damn about my feelings & tease me whenever you feel like it.hv u ever thought i'll be in bad mood at times too?do u really think i can smile & laugh happily all day long?u nvr know when u've hurt someone.u nvr know how rude u r when u flash ur rude stares when u see ppl who r underrated to you.
no i dont hate you, i love you as a friend,i know nobody is perfect includin me,so i tried my best to accept ur weaknesses.but today was off my limit.u were far too much.
despite that i was seriously in bad mood before you make things worst.i tolerated.. i endure.. i tried not to take it seriously.. but today i hate the way you make fun of me although it may seem a joke to you..u always embarassed me in front of others.
i wouldn't mind so much if u were more understanding.if i hv a weakness, do u need to announce it to the whole world? are u really straight forward or careless?
i wished you'd think before you speak. i hate & love you so much. but as a friend, im disappointed of you. im tired & sick of ur attitude. yes, i hv an attitude problem too, yes i ignore most of the time, i admit i wanted more space alone.yes call me a loner all u want.
i hv no problem with that. but would u pls think through before u say something that might hurt someone? if u didn't know it'd hurt, i dont blame you. i cant blame u anyways bcuz im more sensitive than you think. a small issue will stay in my mind for the whole day, & i feel so angry everytime i think about it.i dont like to keep things in my heart, but u make me so. i had to keep it deep in bcuz i hv noone to talk to about this.even if i talked to you about this, do u expect me to say..

"pls change ur attitude i dont like it"
"i hope u dont do it again"

or

"can you stop behaving like a biatch!?"


... No, i can't. i'm weak. i dont hv the courage to speak it out. bcuz i'm me. i tried my best to ignore stupid things & be good for myself.. treat myself better. i do this & that for myself, to improve my own flaws.. to be better-for myself.
i dont give a damn about what ppl say about me anymore. they dont freaking matter! yes go say im cold say im thisnthat.. go ahead. afterall you, who know me in real life, will nvr see the warm side of me.you will nvr feel how passionate & a good soulmate i can be.. bcuz u faked yourself too.
do u expect me to care for you when u dont even giv a damn about my feelings? when u didnt even try to understand me? i tried to go closer to you but somehow you put a wall between us.
u fckin judges everything by their cover i dont mind bcuz im like that too i bet everyone is like that but do you really need to JUDGE EVERYTHING BY THE WAY THEY LOOK EVERY SINGLE MOMENT? by their backgrounds & differences from you?
are you such a person?
& there's one person who doesn't friggin think before she speak too-i might as well call her BRAINLESS. YES I DONT CARE. I DONT EVEN TAKE HER AS MY FRIEND. SHE'S JUST A BIATCH WHO GOES AROUND FOLLOWING THE QUEEN'S TAIL & UNDERRATE OTHERS. WHAT DOES SHE THINK SHE IS? someone who is extremely awkward, make things awkward for everyone, who friggin fakes herself i wanna vomit everytime i see her. im fine wif her as long as she don't upset me. as long as you didn't upset me, im good to you. i can forgive you but not your words. unless u take them back. no u dont hv to apologize, just take them back. but if it has deeply left a deep scar in my heart, im sorry i cant forgive you. my heart wouldn't do so even if i want to.
i dont like her. i tried to avoid her, bcuz she'll come up saying stupid things in front of me everytime i see her. hey you brainless(well u wont be reading this though since u dont hv a friggin blog), i'd just like to say one thing - think before you friggin speak.
p/s : (btw i used lots of 'friggin/freaking' whenever i really mean something. dont get annoyed)



im fine as long as u dont come disturbing me, firing me up. im myself & i like it that way. its none of ur business whether im this or that.
IM STILL ME. I'LL DO WHATEVER I WANT ACCORDING TO MY OPINIONS ; MY FEELINGS.
WHATEVER I THINK IS GOOD FOR MYSELF. EVEN IF U THINK ITS BAD. I DONT CARE ALRIGHT WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE MY LIFE ANYWAYS

best friend? bullshit. everyone is just so selfish. i want to move out of this country & move to a new environment. i cant take it anymore here. no, actually to look back at my words, i dont hate my country all that much, not as much as i hate my school. I hate the ppl who're being extremely chio & think they're the best/overconfident til they underrate others/til they think others is just plain rubbish.

one day, when they face failure, they're going to feel worst than i do right now because they've been thinking THEY'RE OH-SO-GREAT for ages , every second of their life n all of a sudden the world came crashing down on them. i know that no matter how much i hate a person, if i happen to see their weak & depressed side , i'll help them too. i'll pull them out of darkness too.
thats how weak is my heart. i said mean things here but i can't in reality. even if i hv the courage to be mean & loud to these ppl in reality, i'll end up crying over my words alone. despite how much they might hv misunderstand me , im too tired to explain anything. let it be.
i won't speak up until they've pushed me to my limit. thats me. even if i hv some dissatisfaction towards you, & even if its pretty obvious to you, i wont say mean things to you-UNTIL U STARTED THE FIRE.
I will be patient.. i'll try to change the topic, i'll tolerate what u said.. but if none of these works, dont blame me for being cold. thats when i hv decided to stay away/keep a distance from you..

since im being seriously truthful today, i might as well let this out too.
i can't communicate with my dad. my family. i cant freaking communicate with them! & im fcking shedding tears just typing a line of this i hate myself !!!


why?HOW?SINCEWHEN?

i don't know.. i love them so much. im so jealous of every happy family who hv close relationships with their parents.. i admit as i grow up i tend to be less affectionate about this but now, when i look back at my life.. although it has only be 1 yr plus when this prob started out.. no matter how much i have, the missing thing is the thing called L-O-V-E. family. dad cant freaking understand me, my life, the way i live it, what i really want,my dreams.. mum too.i dunno how long more i can go on without love & support from them. all i need is a word of bless, a sentence of wishes & concern,

"how are you doing in school?"


"was it hard? "


"you've worked hard"


"don't try too hard. we support you no matter what"


"are you okay/fine?"


"what's ur dreams?"



instead all i got is, nothing. no supports & concerns. i did everything by myself. i know they love me but they didn't know how to show it. same goes to me. i don't know how to i express it too..
what should i do? ignore & just cry everytime i think about this & bury myself in music?
im alone, most of the time. home, school. i tried my best to cheer up, i did it anyways. but when it comes to being alone, im emo. i cry for no reason. i laugh for no reason.
thats why their music became so important in my life.
they're essential bcuz its the only thing that can bring me out of this painful world.. even if it doesn't last long. a medicine to my injury.. the only thing that heals my scars.

the only thing that can gives me strength & support. before i feel real love, again.


but i guess i hv endure it for now.. despite my fragile heart, i hv to learn to forgive & forget.

i hate how sensitive i am.

p/s : am feeling slighly better after writing this post. thank you my blog for being there when i need you ♥

Damn you mesopotamians.
For creating the subject i hated most more than anything else in my life, MATHEMATICS.
For creating that piece of shit

i've been dying to know who is the creator of maths, soo its the MESOPOTAMIANS.
i finally knew about this fact after history lesson few days back.

darnnnnnn. idc if ure my greatgreatgreatx1000 nanny or granny but u seriously suck big time.
thank god mesopotamians dont exist anymore. =.=


p/s : im in bad mood these days.lose my temper more easily now. hormon imbalance is too high that it greatly affects my life.
damn,i hate being a teen !

thank god there's this beautiful thing called music ♥♥♥

MIN SUN YE.
The leader that inspires me so so much & gives me so much strength. my inspiration.
also the first one who i faved in the group.
she has one of the most soulful,beautiful,&passionate voice on earth.
can i call her the girl version of xiah junsu? she deserves it.

The most passionate & beautiful leader on earth.

THE LEADER WHO SMILES NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS;

THE CHARISMATIC LEADER WHO IS FULL OF CONFIDENCE & PASSION;

-

PARK YE-EUN.
The perfect assistant leader ;D
She looks so strong and seems to never break down but deep
inside, she's the one crying the most. She's so weak yet people just seem to want to hate her.
She was my least fav at first but i learnt not to judge a book by its cover from her.
She has the strongest & powerful voice to wow you endlessly.

-

when i first got to know WG, you were the only one i couldn't remember at first sight.
in fact, after some time neglecting about wg till 'so hot' comes out, i even forgot you're one of the member of wonder girls ! goshhhh
i was like, "who is she!? is she one of the wonder girls? " gosh memory loss =.=;;
you appeared average to me, really average.
until i saw you in tell me (sunmi's freaking pretty in the mv hell yeah) & so hot, i find out that u hv really a lot of hidden charms although u may appear average at times.
she's the balancing vocal & image in wg ; to balance the group's charms.

-

KIM YOOBIN.

Another girl who has became my life's inspiration after sunye unnie.
She's like a magnet, so magnetic that u can hardly tell how much she has pulled you over with her charms.
of course, im not les, yoobin has the power to attract even girls. am i right?
& i thought she was just sexy , sexy, hot , hot , pure smoking.

can you believe she's actually someone really shy in the inside too?
its a fact.


HER SEXY RAPPING THAT NOONE ELSE CAN BEAT ;

pls pls MARRY TOP XD
(alright.. im asking so many ppl to get married nowadays.. LOL. match-maker enough!?)

AND LASTLY, THE MAKNAE OF THE GROUP

i used to be so confused at the fact heechul states about you.
yes, that bastard introduced me to you.. & the wonder girls.
thats why i love bastard him so much. we obviously hv the same taste.. & i dont mind him liking you.. because i love you too. (once again, im not les xD)

many say u hv the worst voice in wg & i dont deny but YOU ARE NOT THE WORST.
to me, you're just an innocent teen with great dancing capibalities & natural personality instead of fake smiles..
yes, you may not sing well but hey.. is ur antis any far better than you? if they are so great, they're probably top stars by now. instead of stupid antis who's just wasting their time finding out ur weaknesses & criticizing them..
but hey, you know what, i find out that you can actually sing pretty well in the irony days.. when your voice used to be more low-pitched & tough.. i know you can.
it just started to change in the tell me, so hot & nobody days.
can you sing back in the low-pitched like the way u used to in irony again? i cant bear seeing ppl bashing you just because of your weak vocals..
i find out that you rapped too. right? many don't notice but i do. just a very tiny short one in irony. i might not hv figure it out if i didn't watch the irony live perfs..

THE ALL-TIME HUMBLE, NATURAL, CUTE, DORKY, CHARISMATIC, ADDICTIVE, IDOL GIRL GROUP -

THE TEARS/HARDWORK

PAID OFF :)

i've been waiting for ages for this day..

Thanks to you, i found the ost of my life .
(includes irony,tell me & so hot as well but nobody totally rock my life every second)

im going to be really honest, i USED TO DISLIKE WG, yes i did.
tell me used to scare the hell outta me because i didn't like the beat at first.. only for the first few minutes. until sohee's omona appear right in front of the screen xDD
now i understand my chul likes her so much.
she's killer.



LOVE YOU ALWAYS ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I love them. They set the trend in the k-pop industry with the omona-fever then so hot and nobody. They are the only girl-group that can compete with big idol groups like DBSK and Big Bang.

wait,did i mention BigBang? ohhh wonderbang spirit is suddenly rising up xDD
so...

I love you all.
I may not have been there for you in the beginning,
but i'll be there with you til the end.
forever your fan,
- cherry

To WonderBang :
2 words, 1 sentence,

PLEASE.DATE.



;)

P/S : I HOPE YOU'LL DO WELL IN U.S
SOMEDAY I WANNA SEE YOUR ARTICLE WITH THE TITLE
"WONDER GIRLS WOWS U.S/WONDER GIRLS TAKES U.S BY STORM/WONDER GIRLS ROCKS U.S" IN THE HEADLINES =D i know you can.
pls come back with sucess & lots of love fr there (:

alright, happy birthday siwon ! (pure coincidence ^^)

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY !
(cant believe you're 22.. you look so much more mature xD)
pls always be super junior's gentleman and.. horse !! XDDD
love your joker smile. sexy dimples btw <3



its my blog, & i jus want to fill it wif all my heart & love towards the ppl i cherish/love.


nvm then,


*goes off to WG official youtube channel to leave a msg*