a walk down the memory lane

Currently listening to One Love - Hyuk ft K.R.Y.

Looks like i'll be on a regular hiatus mode this month.
Its actually kinda hard for me to adopt to the new routines cuz i was too used to getting on the internet all the time.
i need my kpop dosage but it seems like i'll have to bear with this month first. gah,JULY=STRESS.

As for now,its just books,books & books.so yeah,my new best friend goes to

BOOKS.

LOL

~~i can't believe i became a reading maniac.~~

if anything, disrespectful kids pisses me much.

If there's one thing i have in common with korea's culture,is that i take the elder/younger term seriously.

Even if that kid is just a year after me. 94'ers in my school seriously makes me wanna puke. What's wrong with kid/teens these days? Reflect yourself,please. Learn the word "RESPECT".
Okay so i'm not that all-that-nice-to-others-all-the-time either. But i still have this thing called respect of those who are elder than me.

& i get pissed for real when younger juniors behave like a slut in front of me. shoot,they won't go far with that kind of attitude.

~~I'm just glad to be a 93'er.~~

it's another miserable birthday tomorrow. I bet noone even knows.lol.
anyway happy birthday in advance,miss emo teen. its 30 minutes more before you're officially 16. so yeah,lets take a short look on what you've done so far.

you've spent almost 2 years fangirling,great job.
you've also spent more than rm700 for your dear super junior & kpop. (you didnt know it was this much til you got so free today you dig ur cds collections)
you will spent more for them in future :)
you will work hard for money,that is one thing for sure /
you will continue to be emo until you decides to stop /
you are not going to kill yourself on your birthday /
you have scrap that stupid thought off your mind,thankfully /

& then you have some little hopes too.

you hope god will stop testing you /
you hope to gain weight /
you hope to grow taller /
you hope to be more & more matured /
you hope to be more responsible /
you hope to be less insecure /
you hope your parents will stop that 25yrs marriage war /
you hope to forgive brother who left the family & went on his own /
you hope crimes & natural disasters will stop happening /
you hope north korea will stop with their stupid nuclear launching /
you hope everyone will be happy /
you hope to love a friend - as a friend / (~~i actually had,till i find out the ugly truth~~)
you ARE going to collect all sj's cds,its just a matter of time /
you hope that fool will find his true love soon /
~~you hope to marry hyuk,~~ okay shoot this one. it's a lame joke x]

you just simply hope everything will be better //

Ok so there goes a mini-list of random resolutions.

oh yeah,it was hee chul's birthday last two days. i remembered,but heres my official belated bday wish.

HAPPY BELATED 26/27TH BIRTHDAY!
YOU & JUNG SOO IS ON THE SAME AGE,THE 83'ER-LINES ELF'S IS PROUD OF =D

사랑해요 김희철!

우유빛깔 김희철!

i actually drafted a bday post but nevermind then.

I'm failing at life & its getting tiring. basically,becaused im THAT concerned & sensitive,so i can't help feeling emo at times.

*yawns*I'm hitting the bed.
i'll blog again if i feel like it.

till then,
sayonara~

p/s: I set this as my hp's current wallpaper &

i wouldn't stop staring on the screen every 5 minutes.
damn those arms.

To the man who taught me how to love,
to the man who taught me what is love,
to the man who i've only loved,
to the man who taught me to love someone without expecting anything in return,
to the man who is the only reason i'm still here,in this world,
to the man who is born 11 days before me,excluding the 10 yrs gap,
to the man who has the ability to melt hearts with his passionate tears,
to the man who could make you laugh like there's no tomorrow,
to the man who healed my broken world with his existance,
to the cutie pie with his favourite apple hair who have transformed to a matured man as time goes by,
to my painkiller,my energy pill,my e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g,

PARK JUNG SOO/LEETEUK.

to the charismatic man,
to the fool who has a lot of tears,
to the fool who feels like there is noone in this world that is uglier than him when he sees himself crying his heart out on tv,
to the fool who couldn't control his tears whenever it is his turn to do awards acceptance speech,
to the fool who is so strong yet so fragile,
to the fool who always think of others before himself,
to the fool who is capable of everything,
to the fool who never gives up,
to the fool who capture hearts of asia & the entire world,
to the fool who is irriplaceable,
to the always humble fool,
to the fool who does his best in leading 12 members,
to the best ~~fool~~ leader in the world,
to my fool,

PARK JUNG SOO/LEETEUK.

♥♥♥ HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY ♥♥♥

whenever i read your entries.. i feel something. i feel...

... telepathy?

i don't know and i have no idea how hard it is for you,because i'm not a celebrity,i'm just merely a fan.. but i feel it. i feel something.

i feel your words. somehow they're too familiar..

it was me. i was reading me in your entries. i can't tell if we share the same pain..or the same emptiness...

either way it hurts.

idk if its fate or coincidence,but whenever i get all emo,wandering around,& when i happen to see your entries at the same time,it always happens to be an emo one as well.

....

Please,please find the one. the one that loves you whole-heartedly. the one that loves not only you as super junior's leader, lee teuk, but you as PARK JUNG SOO.

PLEASE,BE HAPPY. no matter who you are with in future.

as long as you're happy,i'll always feel the same.

i'm in a rush so this wouldn't be long. besides,words can never really express how much you mean to me.

JUST SO YOU KNOW, I'LL NEVER COMPARE YOU TO A STAR, BECAUSE YOU SHINE MORE THAN IT DOES.

BABY MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU ♥

thank you for coming to the world, thank you for being YOU. thank you for everything.

have a good rest on this day. stop working too hard because i know it hurts.
you're just a human,not superman. get a good sleep.
i repeat, you're no batman nor superman,give yourself a break. don't make me kick you to the moon. XD;;
i'm always with you,i'll always believe in you,i'll always have you in my heart♥

i'll always think twice before i do something stupid to myself.. because i still have you. if you didn't give up,why should i? i'll move on,i'll give it a try because of you.

" until the pearl sapphire blue balloon covers the entire world..
super junior will continue to perform"
-leeteuk.

....

"until then.. ELF will always be with you ♥"
-cherry & whoever agrees.

I {♥} YOU.

it's you,it's your members,your dongsaengs who have light up my gloomy world~

until the death of me. park jung soo. lee teuk. super junior.♥

-cherry/meyyen

I'm nowhere near perfect;
I EAT WHEN I'M BORED
i fall for boys easily;
i'm vunerable to believing lies;
i live by quotes & lyrics that explain exactly what i'm going through;
I MAKE UP EXCUSES FOR EVERYTHING;
i have ~~best friends~~ & enemies;
i have DRAMA and MEMORIES
( and that's life. )
live it, love it, learn from it. :)
- Korean name: 안미연 (Ahn Mi Yeon)
- 93'er
- Chinese/cantonese.
- Speaks up to 6 languages.
Truly Madly Deeply in love with Super Junior & KPOP :D
{ The Fandom Started Since
FEBRUARY 2008 }

♥ ♂ 2PM. SHINee. MBLAQ. B2ST. F.T Island. SS501. TVXQ. Brian Joo. ♪♫

♥ ♀ 4MINUTE ♥ f(x) ♥ 2NE1 ♥ BROWN EYED GIRLS ♥
Wonder Girls ♥ KARA ♥

& the list goes on & on.
p/s:my bias never ends. that is,till kpop stops being interesting :D
p/p/s:I'm a deep person. uh..to be exact.. I'M NOT EASY!
you'll hv to travel a space to figure me out,lol.
since Nov 09.