Lets just go straight to the point : i'm having a total bad girl crush on jiyoon.

she has always been my fav ever since 4Minute came out & she will always be =) yes i'm heavily biased on her.



& the rest of them looking extremely fine in the mv teaser:




i'm pretty sure Amber will be the next target of my girl crush. T-T
f(x) is going to be big,it's SM after all. & i do see myself going after them,as a fan. lol.

why are these girls going for boyish looks. suprisingly,their boyish charisma..it works like magic.
its suprising how i like girly guys & tough girls . gay you say?
girly guys are the real men & tough girls are the real females-whether you get it or not.
i dont mean gay by girly guys though. take super junior for example. they don't mind wearing female costumes & pink, because real men are men who is up for anything. :D


lets end this post with another picture that screams charisma.





school starts tomorrow. i feel miserable again. tsktsk.

cant say i had fun,cuz' this is probably one of the most awkward uncomfortable dinner i had. ><

ppl that hasnt seen me in 3 or 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 years time keep telling me how much i have changed. noone actually recognized me at first sight,lol. they go all omgosh youve growned up so much yada yada.
i look 18/19? are you kidding me?
i guess its just the specs & the way i dress. it's a different story if i'm in school uni. you won't even think of me as 16,but 14. lol.


where is all the cousins again? the only one i spot is this tall guy supposedly my cousin bro?
eh. he's tall its not funny. first encounter? bumped into him when i turned around with food in hand. extremely embarassing. don't wanna recall anymore.

i only recall asking jesus to take me with him that moment.

he laughed & shortly after i did too. it was ridiculously funny. he had his arms folded,so i bumped there & my nose hurt like a bitch. the way i bumped into someone had never been so funny in idk,ages?

had a talk for a while since we were the only teenagers there,lol.it started with random questions like which school are you in yada yada. so i have a 18yrold cousin bro who looks 25. :D
then it got to the point of exchanging numbers & guess what. he's born 4 days before me. 8 July? whoa no wonder we click x3


so alxis,i had fun. :] & yeah,stop calling yourself half bloody prince. XD or the 2nd harry potter. lol!
and..stop showing your talent of doing the chicken dazed eyes. you're just gonna get whacked someday. ^^

note:i won't bump into anyone anymore carelessly though-at least not while eating! ==


after he left early,then came bro-in-law's younger sister aka pampered princess.
get that straight-you're 31. stop acting like daddy's girl & all bitchy. jeez.
not that i like you talking to me like you're 10 & i'm 20.
she was kinda fine until she asked me my choice of studying arts.
well,confidently,i answered,


"it's my life. arts. "

in english when she keep speaking in mandarin all the while.
so was it that deep of a phrase for her to understand? & she's a accountancy expert with a ... oversea degree?

okayyy. her english sucks btw. & no wonder she's an .... andartu. omgosh i'm bad ;_;
what. even my sis calls her that when she's not around. bleah. whats the use of being beautiful but all bitchy inside anyway? & daddy's girl much? geeeee.


rather complicated family bond eh? well,i can only say everyone was very "interesting".
lets just make it short about this talk.


anw snapped a few photos before leaving out. random moment~





this was in my toilet btw. XD
if you hv noticed the tissue in my hand.. i have this weird habit..
i practically need to have a tissue in hand each time i go out or even when i'm in class.
idk why,i jus need to hold on a tissue,it makes me feel secured. not that i use it to wipe sweat or anything,i just hold on to it.


guess what was i staring at? A BUG. before it got killed by me. wahahahha.




& a blurred-ghost effect for some lame-scaring-sight.



lol,not funny,i get it. sorry >< style="font-style: italic;">*sighhhhhs deeply*

school's back in tuesday. boooooo hooooooo. :(

4.6/5 ★

i got off bed this morning & the first thing i did is look up 4Minute's mini album release off the net! & believe me,i hadn't even had breakfast yet. ==
i'm actually pretty excited for it,ya know. x3
i dont give a damn bout haters. so whenever i came across hateful comments,i just scroll through or flip the hell outta it.
now i dont even bother to read those stupid comments anymore because they're really plain stupid -.-''

i love 2ne1 but their fans are sometimes too hardcore they throw extreme harsh bashings to other groups just to protect their fav group. that is wrong y'kno? i know not all fans are like that but the ones i see just happen to act like that so it really get on my nerves.
i guess its hard for them to be a 2ne1 & 4Minute fan at the same time since they're both rivals -.-
why,i like both groups! after all,its about my cup of tea so yeah. well everyone is entitled to their own opinions.

anyway back to the album.
(top 2 faved track.)
★ I won't give (안줄래) / loveeeeeeee it. i was expecting a soft ballad in the album but oh well this will do. this sounds a bit like slightly emo+hip ballad? damn you kbs for banning this song! ~!@#$%^&%$#!
★ What a girl wants. /total mood-lifter.♥

once i listened to the album,i can tell jiyoon's voice from each track. gah! jiyoon is awesome. she's too fab sometimes i think she's too good for 4Minute ><
shoot,i can't wait for the friggin MV!

nuff said, i'm so digging the album!


p/s:post to be edited after MV release. ^^
p/p/s: i want the album. gahhh.

Labels: 4Minute, album reviews, For Muzik

if you're bored/feeling down/wants to slap a bitch,watch this. before that, turn your volume up,or else it'll spoil the fun.
this is just win! EPIC WIN! Ohmyjesus why this song of all songs! XDD
i cracked up so hard rofl this is the funniest thing ever. i find it hard to come back to my consciousness whenever i watch this. XDDD
hyuk's voice just.. makes you laugh so hard you forget your name XD

the main points of the clip:

at first hyuk was holding the high pitch srsly, then teuk came and showed him what high pitch really is & was like fuck damn it, WOOOOOOOOOOOOH~!!

@ 3.32
teuk start hitting the high notes & dang,this man sure can scream! XD

@ 3.38
teuk: "WRAYDEHHHHHHH~!!!!!" (lady)
hyuk: "왜 그래!" (teuk's "wrayydeeee" sounded like "why yes/what the?" in korean)

@ 4.42
teuk : *high pitch* "WAuuuuUUUUUU~~ WRAYDEHHHH~!!!"
hyuk : "omo 왜 그래! (OMG WHAT!)


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH
:DDD

they just pwn & failed each other! XDDDDDDDDD
gosh,please don't do that anymore hyuk, laughing is good for the heart & all but laughing too hard can kill ROFL.


like wth,i even googled it up. & found this Can you die from laughing?

Probably. Scenarios might include
- trouble breathing (or inhaling something that prevents breathing)
- heart trouble
- failure to pay attention to dangerous objects or machinery
- failure to hear dangerous objects or machinery
- annoying someone violent.

LMAO! of course this is just for entertainment purpose! i won't die anytime soon... XD

Today's outing to KL was way more "interesting" than i expected.

first of all,let me just say how speechless i was when i was in the car cause apparently dad mistook my word so he was going to send me to KTM & from there we go to KL.
i guess he guess i knew HOW ,so he wasn't worried,the problem is i seriously thought he was going to take me & tofu straight to KL. & i wasn't really THAT prepared cuz hey,that's one last minute total misunderstanding.

anyway,protecting my little pride,i told him i KNEW how & when tofu get in the car,i told her everything is pretty much messed up but convinced her not to worry cuz' i'll lead all the way. lol~

i guess we'd figure it out anyways cuz hey,if we don't try to be a little more independant & less dependant, we're never gonna experience things.

reached seksyen 19's KTM by 8+? hell yeah in the morning. after panicking randomly & confusing ourselves for a little while(what. everyone has their 1st time okay) ,we manage to pull ourselves together & got to the right destination by KTM. one stop after the other..took about 45 mins for 4 stops?




TS was pretty fun i guess. no, VERY "FUN" ACTUALLY. RIGHT TOFU? *insert evil laugh*
everything was fine until when this very "interesting" thing happened.
apparently there's a maybank-etiqa promotion(WTFRIGGINHELLISTHATANW) going on around & there's random male agents walking around,luring every passerbys yada yada.
i wasn't paying any attention to that but when we walked passed this people, TOFU ACTUALLY GOT DRAGGED by one of the male agents & i thought she was gonna snap out of it so i just went on & look around the sales booth we were heading to.
5 seconds later i realised she wasn't behind me,so i turned around & she's still freaking there being persuaded by that dude (who looks like a player btw,tho he's cute) & i go all WTH.

it looked like a male & a female falling in love at the very first sight & the male was making the first move ,trying to flirt the hell outta it & the female was too taufu to reject him,so she went all "x3 x3 x3 x3" sending out that feminine laugh.

stupid dramas that give me imaginations. tofu,so that explains the name. too soft. too easily influenced/persuaded? even i'm harsher. so that dude keep pestering her & i thought i was gonna leave her there for a while thinking she'll deff snap outta it since i was too busy looking out things at the sales booths,but dang.
even after i'm done,i walked out & was looking for her & guess what? She was actually sitting down at one of the booth seats & it was seen that the male was gonna explain shits from A-Z about that etiqa thing yada yada.

not funny because the next thing i knew,i was pulled along by those very kind people & all i could do is only LAUGH LIKE AN IDIOT. i kindly rejected but those dudes are really one stubborn material. fck. we sat in front of that dude for more than idk,try guessing.

"it serves as a guarantee when you're old.. have you ever thought of what will happen to you in 10 years time? yada yada "

& i guess that dude noticed how we're just replying him by either giggling or laughing like an idiot so he started attempting to make it more interesting by popping out random questions.

male: who do you think will be waiting for you when you're old? there is this one person who will be waiting for you in future.
tofu: *busy laughing*|
me: BOYFRIEND.
male: nope. the old you.
me: ...
tofu: !!! XDXDXD
male: the old you are waiting for you blah blah blah..

so yeah 40 precious minutes in TS was just gone like that.
but to be really frank i think i was listening to a self-motivation thing more than a unsincere talk.
although it was a little boring at first & because it might seem really mean to reject him when he already started talking,so being the nice person i am,i did not want to interrupt him but he kept talking.... & 5 minutes became more than half an hour. i wasn't listening at first but as he kept talking,it seems that he's got his point & i do agree with him.

but 4o freaking minutes.
NOONE HAS EVER NAGGED AT ME FOR THAT LONG,CONTINOUSLY. the only diff is,we don't even actually speak 10 words in that 40 mins.

i totally burst in relief when he was finally done & it was already 2 when we finally got off the lecture. i continue to nag & complain jokingly about how wasted our time was all the way,down the road to sg wang for lunch. lol.


Restaurant Shin for lunch~

there were wonder girls mbc 'SO HOT','IRONY','TELL ME','FRIEND' comeback performances screening on the tv when we step in the shop :DDD wg biased much? XD
i go all gaga over yoobin's screentime~ 8D

then came another interesting part. man,idk why,my tummy is just not feeling kor food today. X_X & thats after i ordered the dishes,damn. ==!!
i'm so sorry,i thought i could finish it all up but.... D:



p/s:right click on the picture for larger view :)

half way through lunch, 2 korean chicks walked in & they started speaking in kor. tofu got curious & i translated what they said with very,very failed korean. ROFL. we weren't sitting very far from them,& we're the only 4 people in the restaurant,lol.

i was eating egg roll kimchi & at one point,i almost wanted to vomit-its a chemical reaction,i guess my tummy is too sensitive. & i quickly turned to my phone on the table & i actually feel better after looking at this:


tofu went all LMFAOROFL.


anws let the pictures do the talking ;D





some random shots~



in case you're wondering,this is the name card of the dude who nagged convinced us about jdkfhsjfhdsfhsfhdskj for 40 minutes.
my trying-to-be-mad-expresssion failed,so that explains the smiley XDD

Its great to be back! :D lol.
it took me forever to change my blogskin -.-
& ive been busy catching up all the updates ive been missing out,lol.
Feels like forever since im gone. It has been a hectic month. This time's hiatus is a big torture to me.

ALMOST 2 FREAKING MONTH without the internet. under normal circumstances, I WILL DIE. okay im being dramatic. -.-''

Man,july was slow,really slow. in this period of time, many things changed. anyway,i'll just cut the crap out if it because i go all emo whenever i think about the unhappy things.

So,no sj for 2 months its like a minute without oxygen. okay im exaggarating-.-'' but i suffered a lot okay. the temptation to online is such a bitch. back in the days, internet was ESSENTIAL. INTERNET IS OXYGEN. INTERNET IS ALMOST EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.

it still is,but i have made some time for more important things cuz heck,i must improve. i'm not gonna slack & whine forever , am i? no, i musn't. so it starts from here. motivation. inspiration. passion. determination. one by one. step by step.

because i must.

as for my studies.. i'm doing average. however,the only subject that seem to attract me the most these days is history.
92% fr history. has been 3 or 4 years since i got a 90+? how dumbfounding. its the first & last A1 i will ever get for this subject :|

i'm starting to believe god is fair. he gave me something i'm good at,writing. at the same time,he made me suck in calculation/science.
the bad thing is,this totally ripped off my little thought/dream of being a physchologist since it requires a med degree. ><
sis asked me to study law but no way,with this memory,i'm so gonna suck.

heck,accounts is driving me nuts for some reason. i'm starting to feel lost & this is a bad sign. damn you accounts.

As usual, a post is not a post without some fangirling contents. xD no, i didn't lose that fangirl in me. :P
Gosh, THERE IS SO MUCH TO SPAZZ ABOUT. x3
i guess i'll just spazz about the highlights.

you know what?
♥ YG CREATES MAGIC. not a day goes by without listening to Pretty Boy & In The Club.
PARK BOM IS SO AWESOME SHE MAKES ME CRY. same goes to cl & minzy. & dara,lol.
i'm so grabbing the cd,just you wait times square x3


♥ Shoot,I have to stop watching this video but i can't!
RYEOWOOK! WHY ARE YOU SO GORGEOUS!


i scream my heart out everytime i watch this clip. & dang,i watch it at least once a day. the other day my dad heard me from downstairs & he thought i was haunted by a ghost -.-''


♥ T-ARA's Lies should stay in my mind for sometime. till i get bored of it >D
i like what i'm seeing & hearing. i like their classy-sexy concept & did i mention the mv is such a big distraction? apparently the male lead in the mv,yoo seung ho melted me in every way i could imagine because his scenes are just pure. hotness.

he layed on her shoulder,with a blank expression,as if he already gave up,gave up his life,gave up his everything.

♥ B.E.G'S ABRACADABRA. Ga In Ga In Ga In. why so hot?



the lack of boybands in kpop now is a little saddening.
not that it's a bad thing since the power of girl groups these days is quite of my liking.*refers to 2ne1 & B.E.G the most XD*
just that i'm missing some male groups action :C
why sj why comeback next year T.T it'll be awesome if a mini-album or even a single is planned for the end of the yr before MKMF. sigh.

on a side note, restoring back my twitter account. ;]
i started using it since 07 & back then,it wasn't that known & now all of a sudden the whole world became a twitter maniac.
i guess its normal especially when the whole JYP family uses it now- wonder girls & 2pm included.
now if only 2ne1 would consider twitter.. considering their english is beyond amazing. they have the chance to breakthrough the US market can? excuse me your bias is showing WHAT x3


off to stalking WG & 2PM , yes i'm a late bird-sue me.


p/s: my biggest restriction(lol idk which is the suitable word) is when people whisper in front of me. Dont ask me why,i just find it extremely RUDE more than annoying.
its a disrespectful act, don't do it.


P/S : IM NO LESBIAN. IF LIKING A GIRL GROUP IS CONSIDERED LESBIAN,I GUESS EVERYONE IS.




p/p/s : i'm still not done. NEVER-ENDING VIDEOS+UPDATES TO CATCH UP. CONNECTION IS GOING TO LAG BIG TIME, SO PLEASE BEHAVE OR ELSE MAMA WILL SMACK YOU TO THE MOON & YOU'LL NEVER FIND YOUR WAY BACK AGAIN. MUAHAHAHA.

p/p/p/s: ITS HOLIDAYS NEXT WEEK. YIPEEEE~though one freaking week flies by in a blink of an eye -.-

p/p/p/p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIBUM! COMEBACK NEXT YR WITH THE REST ALRIGHT?
you're a bad jerk,but you're OUR very own bad jerk, super junior's KIM KI BUM.