i've been crying for an hour since i found out that sj will be in klia by TOMORROW AFTERNOON.
& im still tearing. i'm typing all this wif tears flooding my eyes.
i guess i'll juz hv to give up on the desperation 2 attend maa.
frankly, i dont even hv the ticket to go. *extremly loud sigh* *red eyes*

i feel so lost. by the time i can finally hv everything in my hand its too late..
& at this time im facing pmr they hv to be here..
im getting really scared..
what if supershow falls somewhere near my trials or exam?
i'm so dead by then.. asking me 2 choose between my studies & the one i love.. IM REALLY GONNA GO NUTS.
i did make the effort to win the tickets..
but... duno whether its fate or coincidence again.. i always either missed the chance/too late.
& all sorts of contests would hv end by now.. T.T

& tommorow most of the members will be at klia.

SJ flight was confirmed!


leeteuk, eunhyuk, yesung, sungmin and heechul
they will arrive at KLIA on 31/7 thursday - 4.35pm

SJ-M, siwon, hangeng, donghae, ryeowook and kyuhyun
they will arrive at KLIA on 31/7 thursday - 6.25pm (from hong kong)

kangin and shindong
they will arrived at KLIA on 1/8 friday - 4.35pm

PS: Kibum not sure will come to M'sia or not

someone stab me please. im begging you. i dont wanna face the fact that i cant go to the airport.
main reason ; transport problem. everyone is busy with work leaving me all alone in home sobbing bcuz i'll miss the chance 2 see the one i love.
bcuz its their 1st time to msia(excluding their dancing out mv making & dbsk's concert guest performer) as a nominee & get 2 hv closer look on their fans.
bcuz it might be their last time too T.T (IF something happens 2 supershow)
bcuz i cant show them my support & love.
to those who r going, pls pls send my love to this boys~
pls let them kno us msia elfs love them as much as korean elfs~

i am gonna cry to sleep tonight.