& I WATCHED IT-LIVE-FROM MA SCREEN LOLX.

all i know in my mind is when they came on.. i STARTED shouting

"OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA OPPA!!!"

so damn loud & squeaky i can barely hear them/the speaker XD

i was like a crazy stalker, shouting every single second, & i tried so DAMN HARD TO STOP MYSELF FROM SCREAMING BCUZ I WANTED TO HEAR THEM BETTER. BCUZ IF I GO ON SCREAMIN, I MIGHT ENDED UP WASTING MY ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPURTUNITY TO CATCH THEM PERFORMING LIVE IN MY PLAYER WHICH LAGS A LOT. STUPID TVANTS. IT WAS REALLY LAGGING/BUFFERING A LOT TILL I CRIED MY HEART OUT. BEGGING & CURSING THE COM.

it was so hard i wanted to give up. IMAGINE, THERE'S 11,000+ AUDIENCES USING THE SAME SERVER ONLINE ON THE SAME CHANNEL (KBS2).

& I WAS ONE OF THEM. EVERYONE WAS SO EXCITED FOR SJ'S COMEBACK THAT IT BECAME A MUST TO WATCH THEIR PERFS LIVE. OR AT LEAST THE FIRST ONE.
& when im really tired.. sick of refreshing the stupid player & waiting for it to load..
FTTS came on. they were performing when my player starts to gain it senses back, & i only watched a tiny lil bit of the ending of the perf, since there was whr my player starts playing-normally.
& then i thought i saw hope.. so i waited patiently & continue to enjoy other performers perf's first..

THEN, MY WAITING WAS ALL WORTH IT. BECAUSE SJ CAME RIGHT ON AFTER THIS 3 GIRLS BAND(NOT SURE WHO THEY ARE =.= ) 'S PERFORMANCE..

& SO.

I COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF AT ALL. I STARTED SCREAMING THE SECOND THE CAMERA CAUGHT THEM ON STAGE & THE MOMENT 'WHY I LIKE YOU' & 'SORRY SORRY' BEATS CAME ON. THE LIGHTS WERE EVERYWHERE.

MY VOICE BECAME THEIR TARGET. THEY TOOK AWAY MY VOICE. I'M SERIOUS. I THOUGHT I DIDN'T LOST IT, BUT WHEN I TRIED TO SPEAK,NOTHING EXCEPT HUSKY & LOW-TONED VOICE CAME OUT.


THAT WAS THE TRUEST SIDE OF ME-THAT NOONE WOULD EVER SEE.NOONE SAW HOW CRAZY & HYPER I WAS JUST NOW. I WAS ONLY ALONE, ALL BY MYSELF, SHOUTING ALL IN MY WORLD, SCREAMING WITH ALL MY HEART- EVERYTHING CAME FROM MY HEART-UNCONSCIOUSLY. I THOUGHT I COULD CONTROL MYSELF BUT NO, I WAS WRONG.

I SCREAMED&SCREAMED LIKE THE WORLD IS ENDING.FROM ALL THE SCREAMINGS I SWEAR I NEVER KNEW I COULD SCREAM THIS LOUD. IF ONLY SOMEONE RECORDS HOW I LOOK JUST NOW-PPL WOULD LAUGH TO DEATH.
I PRACTICALLY WAVED THE LIGHTSTICK LIKE A DIE-HARD FAN ROCKING THEIR STAGE ,FOLLOWING THE BEAT OF THE SONG.
& MY LEGS WERE CROSSED UP ON MY CHAIR & MY HAIR IS ALL OVER THE PLACE.
I SCREAMED, I BANGED, I JUMPED, I CRIED TT_TT(BCUZ ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I SEE THEM ON STAGE & NOW THEYRE BACK SO COULDT HELP MYSELF) I JUST PRACTICALLY DID EVERYTHING A PHYSCO WOULD DO.. BUT NO, IM WAY BETTER THAN THAT.
I DID WHAT A FAN IS SUPPOSED TO DO, WELL IT WASNT EVEN ON PURPOSE. HOW WOULD I FAKE THAT SCREAMING & HIGHNESS WHEN NOBODY'S EVEN HOME!? I'M ALL MYSELF AT THAT TIME.

oppa... oppa.. oppa..! after 43264276427 of screaming this word.. & all other random words(omo...!! saranghae!!! yesung yah!! DONGHAE *SQUEALS* WOOKIE WAEGURE(WHY!? SO HOT?! shorthair #@#$%#!@#$^ ) *sorrysorry lyrics*)

i lost my voice. but ill drink lotsa water to scream again for tmw's perf. & tmw. & tmw. & tmw.
n for all the days that will come. AND IN A BETTER WAY OF SAYING THIS (SO THAT I DONT SOUND INCREDIBLY STUPID FOR SCREAMING PRIDE BABE), THAT WAS ACTUALLY CHEERING. YES I CAN JOIN A CHEERLEADER TEAM ALR - FOR SJ OF COURSE XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

no wait, screamleader XDDDD

i dont even scream this much when i sat on flying coaster. puahahah

p/s : POST WILL BE UPDATED WITH SJ PERFS VIDEO @ YOUTUBE+PICTURES.

p/p/s: THE MV IS KILLER. IDK WHETHER ITS LEAKED EARLIER OR NOT, BUT I SHALL NOT SHARE FIRST-THOUGH IT WILL BE RELEASED TODAY ANYWAY.

HERE'S THE MV GUYS.

SORRYSORRY MV

p/p/p/s : & u guys, im sure youre as shocked as me right now because its kyuhyun who's singing the 2nd line after siwon. when everyone thought its hangeng. OMG i fail as an elf TT_TT

p/p/p/p/s : FCK. MY VOICE. I HV NOTHING TO LOST ANYMORE, IM CURRENTLY DEAD. *amen* I CANT DIE YET. AS LONG AS THEY'RE STILL ALIVE, I'LL LIVE TOO.

LOTS OF CAPS ABUSE. YOU KNOW I CANT HELP IT.

& just because.

yes i'm biased.. but i cant help it.