Jungsoo/Ee Teuk’s Cyworld Entry 2008.10.23 01:49

..외로움../..Loneliness..

박정수	2008.10.23 01:49

PLEASE READ :(
emoyen+emoteuk ><






Loneliness..

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Me who’s often surrounded by loneliness in my life…

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Why for did I run just like this..

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Things that I wanted to do..I gave them all up..What for…

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(I) wanted to be different from others, so I gave up everything I could have enjoyed

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at this age..Living on this way..

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Who to watch a movie with.. Who to hang out with..

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Because I’m Super Junior’s leader..Even if it’s just a little effect I’d still have to be a role model..

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Also, for my own self..I gave up on many things..

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Living on life like this, no matter what I do, I’m afraid ...

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There’s a lot of stress, and my mood’s not good..

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All that stress can disappear on tv shows..

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Because that’s my pleasure in life….

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How does everyone relieve stress?..I rely on going on tv shows…

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This is the life I anticipate..Even though the road I have to walk is still long..

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Loneliness..So much of it..

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Original Source; 박정수
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OH MY GOD.
JUNG SOO OPPA, I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT URE GOING THROUGH!!!!!!!
BECAUSE IM FEELING THE SAME.... FROM THE BEGINNING.
NO DOUBT CANCERIANS ARE EMO. T______T
though i hate the presence of emoteuk, but i cant deny that i sometimes feel like how he feels too.. not exaggarating but its the truth..
loneliness. this entry of him is the biggest similarity of fan & her idol.
what im unable to express in words teuk expressed it out.. sometimes when i read his emo entries i just naturally shed tears.. because it seems like he's going tru the same thing.. though our situation is different but the feeling is about the same..
i really dont like him being like this.. although im feeling the same.. but i dont want my loved ones to feel the same loneliness & pain as i do..
teukie yah, even if in this world noone understands you, but i understand you.. & i'll always support you..
though u smiled a lot in front of the camera, show your happiness a lot, but sometimes i can see that you're working really hard & u are actually feeling bad deep inside..
i think its about time he get a partner that can share everything with him.. he's reaching the age & perhaps he really feels lonely.. im really fine if he found someone who really cares & loves him.. we should not be selfish right?

leader-shi, hwaiting !!!!