despite the emo post i wrote yesterday.. today was much much better.

SUJU WON. THEY WON ON MUBANK TODAY.

Super Junior have gotten the number 1 position on KBS2TV Music Bank K-Chart after just 2 weeks of promotion.

leader teuk's tears is no joke. it will melt the a heart of an vampire,im tellin u for real.
jungsoo freaking cried. they freaking cried. why must he cry? -heartachessosomuch- DONT CRY PABOYAH!! my heart really aches,im serious, this pain is unexplainable. it just hurts so so deep.


angel yah, what i really wanted to say at that moment was,

" YES CRY ALL YOU WANT!JUST CRY IT ALL OUT!ITS OKAY WE UNDERSTAND BCUZ WE'RE FREAKING CRYING TOO!TEARS ARE ALREADY SHEDDING AT THE SECOND YOU WON THE MUTIZEN AWARD!"

yes.. cry ur heart out.. because this is TEARS OF HAPPINESS!& i'd only love to see this kind of tears in future kay? i know you'll feel a lot better after crying.. right? all the hard works & long waitings will be all worth it,i knew it from the beginning.. i waited patiently & you guys didnt disappoint.. im really proud of you oppas!



Eeteuk. parkjungsoo. this is the 3rd time im shedding tears because of his tears.
(actually aint 3 times but more than that its just that this 3 r the most vivid moments of tears he caused me)


(damn,is his tears contagious or something!?his laughing is & so is HIS TEARS! GOSH... )

i knew i was going to break down any moment once i look at them after the result was announced.
once i look up the screen,the cameraman jus hv to caught teuk's face on the screen & his tears was already flowing through as he speak & as cold as a human can be.. i dont think there're A SINGLE PERSON who won't feel a single damn thing looking at his tears..

i weep even more when he went down on his knees to express his thanks to ELFs towards the end.. when he kept bowing to the audience & hugging the members.. i was totally moved.

my heart officially bleed at this pic. he went down on his knees.
HE,THE ALWAYS DORKY & FUNNY LEETEUK WENT DOWN ON HIS KNEES TO THANK US FOR SUPPORTING HIM & HIS GROUP. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW, AT THAT POINT I JUS WANTED TO RUN ALL THE WAY BSIDE HIM & HOLD HIM UP TELLING HIM "I'LL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YOU.. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING TOO"

i wish i was beside him.. i wish someone could comfort him & tell him WE,ELF will always be supporting them no matter what,even if there's no advantages.. we fell for them without any other intentions.. it was just LOVE. our feelings to them spells L-O-V-E. we dont expect anything in return, but we'll always want the best for the boys right?



they're so humble, it kills me. this is the reason why i'll probably never leave this fandom.


pls eeteuk, im begging you , dont go down on ur knees for us ANYMORE. YES, "ELF PROTECTS SUPER JUNIOR;SUPER JUNIOR PROTECTS ELF"

YES TRUE. but do you know how much it hurts our heart to receive such a big love & appreciation from YOU? PABOYAH, ARAYO? NO YOU PROBABLY DIDNT THOUGHT MUCH AT THAT MOMENT, U WERE JUS SO TOUCHED & THANKFUL THAT U NEVER FORGET TO DELIVER UR LOVE TO US. at one point i thought u guys were idols & we're just fans but today u made me feel different.. u made me feel loved,protected,secured,thanked,trusted,appreaciated.
from today,ive known we actually matter as much as you mean to us, really moved & touched, oppas. we are the world's most beautiful love. from now on,our sapphire blue balloons will fill this world,will only wave & live for you,because we believe in you..

SJ+ELF = EVERLASTINGLOVE.

together we can do it. YONGWONHI HAPPY TOGETHER!



p/s: KIBUM! Join them very soon! stop being MIA ; COME HERE & JOIN THEM IM TELLIN U OR ELSE IMMA SMACK YOU LOL THAT WAS OBVIOUSLY A JOKE LOLS BUT KIBUM, I'LL ALWAYS BE WAITING FOR YOU.. because i believe in you. & sj..

no matter what other ppl says,no matter what happens..