cant say i had fun,cuz' this is probably one of the most awkward uncomfortable dinner i had. ><

ppl that hasnt seen me in 3 or 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 years time keep telling me how much i have changed. noone actually recognized me at first sight,lol. they go all omgosh youve growned up so much yada yada.
i look 18/19? are you kidding me?
i guess its just the specs & the way i dress. it's a different story if i'm in school uni. you won't even think of me as 16,but 14. lol.


where is all the cousins again? the only one i spot is this tall guy supposedly my cousin bro?
eh. he's tall its not funny. first encounter? bumped into him when i turned around with food in hand. extremely embarassing. don't wanna recall anymore.

i only recall asking jesus to take me with him that moment.

he laughed & shortly after i did too. it was ridiculously funny. he had his arms folded,so i bumped there & my nose hurt like a bitch. the way i bumped into someone had never been so funny in idk,ages?

had a talk for a while since we were the only teenagers there,lol.it started with random questions like which school are you in yada yada. so i have a 18yrold cousin bro who looks 25. :D
then it got to the point of exchanging numbers & guess what. he's born 4 days before me. 8 July? whoa no wonder we click x3


so alxis,i had fun. :] & yeah,stop calling yourself half bloody prince. XD or the 2nd harry potter. lol!
and..stop showing your talent of doing the chicken dazed eyes. you're just gonna get whacked someday. ^^

note:i won't bump into anyone anymore carelessly though-at least not while eating! ==


after he left early,then came bro-in-law's younger sister aka pampered princess.
get that straight-you're 31. stop acting like daddy's girl & all bitchy. jeez.
not that i like you talking to me like you're 10 & i'm 20.
she was kinda fine until she asked me my choice of studying arts.
well,confidently,i answered,


"it's my life. arts. "

in english when she keep speaking in mandarin all the while.
so was it that deep of a phrase for her to understand? & she's a accountancy expert with a ... oversea degree?

okayyy. her english sucks btw. & no wonder she's an .... andartu. omgosh i'm bad ;_;
what. even my sis calls her that when she's not around. bleah. whats the use of being beautiful but all bitchy inside anyway? & daddy's girl much? geeeee.


rather complicated family bond eh? well,i can only say everyone was very "interesting".
lets just make it short about this talk.


anw snapped a few photos before leaving out. random moment~





this was in my toilet btw. XD
if you hv noticed the tissue in my hand.. i have this weird habit..
i practically need to have a tissue in hand each time i go out or even when i'm in class.
idk why,i jus need to hold on a tissue,it makes me feel secured. not that i use it to wipe sweat or anything,i just hold on to it.


guess what was i staring at? A BUG. before it got killed by me. wahahahha.




& a blurred-ghost effect for some lame-scaring-sight.



lol,not funny,i get it. sorry >< style="font-style: italic;">*sighhhhhs deeply*

school's back in tuesday. boooooo hooooooo. :(