and now, a little note for myself & perhaps everyone-

Don't always just read something & judge it like that without giving it a second thought/having a second look. but even if you had done so it doesnt mean you actually get it so yeah. look for the meaning in the words cause they dont always meant the same to everyone.
Different people read different things even if theyre reading the exact same thing. People suck it up in their own dictionary. & thats what i always do. guess thats why ppl just dont get me & im so complicated idek

hmmm. MEDITATE WHERE ARE YOU

// i hate watching fucking unfair lousy local competitions because when you found rare good ones among the sucky ones you just go fucking bonkers when they fall out thanks to the fucking bias. idk i hardly pay attention to the scene but these people okay GUYS were rly good & dont fuckin deserve to be voted off just because everyone who votes are just families/friends. gais & girls would rather go watch SGB & KPOP than wasting their money voting for nothing -__-;; so why even bother setting up a unworthy competition like that? UGH. DDD< & YES I SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE WATCHED BECAUSE NOW I'M JUST SOBBING IN A CORNER ALONE OVER THE THREE HOTHOT POTENTIALLY TALENTED GUYS.

p/s:i apologize for the excessive(?) use of the f word here. well even if its corny i cant help it. so stfu & thanx.