-> john park is no longer in A.I . sigh, he was the only reason i watched this season. still, good luck bb! & 사랑해요!! hahaha shamelessly saying that -.-
god i wish i watched season 8! why oh why did i miss last yr's season ;(

-> over here! lookie ma awesome wallpaper! junhyungggg ♥ T.T why must you do this to me ;-; *bawls* i said i'll stop crushing here & there but i guess i'll hv to learn the hard way. or better yet, lets just not do this. y/y? XD



-> FML i need SHOCK, like right now. GIMME TEH SHOCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
♥♥♥♥♥ i got rid of my album addiction ages ago but this. i must get my hands on this piece of awesomness no matter what. $37 only! watch me as i lay my hands on you bb<3 style="font-style: italic;"> ppl pls dont be perverting kthxbye ;D


fml i can't contain the awesomeness. THIS BURNED MY EYES. ;_; my eyes are burning gahhh

who can't be running away with the micky mouse towel? oh doojoon you bamf.♥♥♥ UNFFFFFF~

-> and look! this guy from D-NA owns the infamous arms of sex. eeeppp, i feel like a pervert >D
ahh its been a while since i last fangirled. feels good to be back on track~ still, fuck that spm shit >:| (not that i'm studying either, ha. IN YOUR FACE SPM! ) [T.T]

-> the first monthly test is coming up in like less than 3 days & i think i did a great job in showing my ignorance (clap people clap,humiliate my ignorance plz) because obviously it's gonna unleash itself in the results . yeah y' know what. i don't care eh eh eh eh eh

-> i don't understand my need to struggle with myself over some butthurt shits. yoga is not even helping dammit. i only became more & more aggressive day by day as i try twice even harder than the rest to prove myself worthy. i guess i should consider myself lucky & rethink that thought back because one girl broke her ribs in my class & i feel so sorry for her because it was just such an uncalled accident~
though my instructor said i showed progression & she was suprised at my 'fierce determination' but she just doesn't know i'm actually not really feeling the theory itself but instead exchanged it with the bad fire burning in me & thus,the 'progression'. i still can't let myself go & 'free'.
you try doing that when life is turning its back on you & nothing is going damn right~ then again, i'm 'good' kid-turned-'bad' so you can't blame it on me. or maybe you can. idk, do anything as you please ):

-> i feel like time is rushing me yet i can't keep up & i'm chasing time instead & its chasing me back & omgad lets stop chasing each other alright? y/y? why'd you chase me? & why'd i chase you?
fml i'm not even making any sense. my brain has officially malfunctioned. /dead

all this unnecessary rush & all them craps won't stop rolling in D:
but at the end of the day, IT'S JUST ME.


so, FML.