lol i swear this must hv been some kind of coincidental teacher dedication/conspiracy week. just look at my few other posts oh god xD

raining rly heavily.. just like how my feelings are today... of sorrow & sorry & great loss...
This is from the bottom of my heart.

the only accounts teacher in our school are leaving this coming july to continue with her studies yada yada. wait.... whaaaa..............t? it doesnt even matter anymore cuz just the fact shes leaving leaves me with the biggest stab of guilt & slight depression. (as if im not both ENOUGH already T____T)
because she didn't just simply mean a 'account teacher' to me. she's so much more than that.

i can't describe the special bond i felt through her...
when she first announced the news i was emotionless. i almost felt nothing. not happy not sorrow not even a bit of emotion was flowing through my soul. stoned? yeah. i guess i wasn't taking it seriously. and just when i thought i've even forgotten about it, it finally came to me. this is when it hits me. out of the blue. somehow i'm unable to see her leave like that.. i srsly cant rmbr cuz my memory's been failing me but she's been teaching me for 3/4(?) years.could hv been 4/5 years straight if it wasnt for that 1/2 yr i got another chinese teacher for business back in f3 xD
Deeply... though i dont say it.. nor show it... I truly adore her. She's one of the best teacher around. im not even gonna use the world "probably" bcuz she really is. my definition of a teacher in my book depends on two main elements; professionalism complete with attitude. when youve got both congrats you're a good teacher. unfortunately-this, not everyone can do it..not even one single teacher can be compared to her. they've got nothing on her. /shrugs/

but once she leaves.. it'll be a great loss to everyone as well as the school. no doubt. she's almost irreplaceable. i learnt a lot from her,though my acc is still like shiat cuz thats truly my own problem,lack of motivation and passion.feeling sorry cuz i didnt do well in my previous exams even when shes so awesome wif her teaching so someone shud really slap the bitch outta me. sigh. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

i still rmbr when she first came in for class back when i was in form 1..that was the first time i met her she said i was glaring at her and that she felt threatened rofl. xD of course it was her own version of mean joke la. 8D she wasnt so good back then... (in terms of teaching, dull and boring and not to mention she was classified among the lazy teachers haha) but now she's the best teacher you could ever ask for. the rare qualities of teachers nowadays... this is how a teacher should be, in the first place. not ONE who walks away ignorantly when you try to talk something to her. PFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. KNS WHEN I THINK ABOUT THAT BIATCH I'D GOT SO MAD TO THE POINT I'D CUT A BITCH DDDD< CURSEHER &^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!~ ROOAARRRRR. -___-;;;;
anyway i dont know what am i gonna do without her. she had impacted my life, little to huge.
we all need her. admit it. /sighs/
im glad i've met her in life. to those who didn't, its your loss. you've just missed out knowing such an awesome person /weeps/ TvT

one thing i can tell you...



.....it won't be the same without her.

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