it took me one whole night to calm the freaking down xD still in spazzing mode actually, i just need to spazz here and i'll go prepare for school tmwT.T(arggggg school!!-0-)

i wrote a bloody long ass fan report but decided to draft it bcuz ohmygod the language wasnt understandable at all haha..too much self-spazziness so thats for me reference to self-indulgently enjoy. so here's a short one. the night was too awesome to rmbr anyway, words dont do enough justice, its all in my head i cant bring the awesomeness out!!!!!

about perfs all those.. they shall stay amazing in my lousy phone cam & my head^^ so im only gonna yap bout lucky moments i got during the one to one(?) approach on stage wif the boys..
so heres me highlightS of the day^^...
firstly guess what.. after allowing every1 to go first..i was practically the last fan on stage!!! HAHAHAHHA...(bcuz i'm nice like that bluek xP) when i was on the stage i was too nervous i first turned behind and asked the fan behind me;

me: 'do you wanna come first?:)'
fan: OMGEE rly??? YEAH TQ!! :D
me: ^^

then as we get closer again.. i asked another fan behind me if they wanted to exchange places..and it went on from one to one... HAHAHHAHAHA!! FRICKEN FUNNY OR WHAT LA LMAO. (but in the end i totally got an unexpected lucky moments xD *wink wink_)
so ace,knight & vampire fans got to choose which member they want to take the cd from..at this point im kinda like went apeshit blur lost panic bcuz idk who to go for OMGEEEE!!!! yaya the indecisive me decided to unleash itself at this important point im like so kns-ed stuckT_T
at this point i caught eli's eyes and he was waiting for the next fan approach and im like :O then he was like :D directly at me omg i swear i peed my pants*_* and buay paisehly i was like BARRHHHH I COME TO YOUS K /wifthatstupidhopefulface/
i was alr stood in front of him & he smiled again and said hey theree!!hahaha from the eye-contact notice earlier XD then handed the album to me i touched his hands hahahaha the hand contact was so ironic cuz okay la self-acknowledged me haz rly small hands so he's kinda amused when he saw me hands he went :OOO then OMGEEE HE ACTUALLY HELD my hands(in very mere seconds but ZOMG) then eye contact again no words he's still with his epic :OOOO HA! EXPRESSION wakakaka giggled (bloody guards not at his side that time, i was taking my time rofl) the moment i got the album from him..i figured out i wasnt gonna waste any more time & be quick based on what i see from the girls ahead me encounter wif the boys..and those bloody guards...i fucking wanna chop their heads off k...=.= even my sis was like these guards are so fricken annoying gdi -__- so anyway when he gave me the album...i was so planning to blurt out the ironic line 'you make me tingle tingle' sentence to him..but....instead...idk what the fricken went wrong with me...

..........

me: "YOU SPARKLE." (haha so twilight-ripped roflmao!!)
him: ㅋㅋㅋ thank you! -does heart sign-wink;)-

(:D mr.sexay's seductive skills nvr fail to work huh... ♥)
me: :D
him: (at this point he looked at me & opened his arms)
me : o.O WHA---?? *frozen*
him : -!!!!!HUGS-
me: O___O uwaaaa....

after the hug i haz that 'damn!T__T' look cuz i was totally speechless & frozen ahahahah apasal lu? XDDDD he was sleeveless...*___* i'm SOO not breathing at that time..hahaha..worse.. I GO TURNED BOMBASTICRED T-T!!!!! who wouldnt!!??
..abs zomg felt muscular arms 4 the first time. am tagged at his arms bcuz yaya short hands cant hug back serve me right? =.= but bcuz of that......bcuz of the short hands..me hands tugging his muscular arms...... ahhhhh....... he's huge.... i mean compared to him i'm like a ant or sth...lol wha!!?? XDD excuse me im not making any sense now 8D wif both hands i'm wrappedOMGEE can you say i totally felt the first real protected hug? but gah this is nth compared to those who got bridal-style hug,titanic hug,group hug among the vip/lucky fans during the games sessions..=.= okay but this...i did not force it....or was it a reward..nor ask for it... he volunteerly offered one... im still literally flying at the thought of how natural it was.. im like describing some cinderella fairy tale or sth... lol but it was rly pretty on-spot, natural and comfortable...kk..^^ he has good arms!! hahaha..after tat man i was so red alr..he smiled again..pengsan.... during that hug xander next2him chuckled cuz it looks very wrong lol... =.= i should hv worn extra shoe-lifters rofl..

-after the hug-

me: hfdshfdskjfhksj gibberish (i was trying to clear my mind to think of sth to say in the midst of a frozen state) you're not da zhu (from the 8enews interview previously xD) no diet k?^^
eli: AHH! ;) (he grinned for the 473672th time *___*)
then hes fricken patted my head.. and grin again....

KAO............ah srsly that man of a few words but more actions on that day...if theres any fans behind me it'll be the death of me...actually no...i dont hv to worry much bcuz those fans who got fan-camed wif the boys durin the game sessions on stage should worry more.....XD photos is not allowed durin the fansignin/album handling so yeah.... phew... *wipessweat*
but if i go on any longer wif him i'll hyperventilate like mad for sure.. i'm so tahan-ing not to hyperventilate y'kno?XDDDD

totally exchanged a precious conversation wif him since no fans are behind me nymore.. see what i mean by being patient & tolerant? totally worth it!XXDDDDD

next when i saw kiseop very unconsciously i blurted the word uljjang! out omgosh...hehe i stalked that dude during his uljjang days via pre-debut k ;P
passed by kevin,caught his eyes,(no time to waste) so in a very fast speed light tone, gibberishly, i blurted out 'i stalked you since your XING days!'he had this 'O' look...like 'yeh!? :OO'
i guess he didnt really heard what i said..but he so totally heard the word 'XING' so he's like OMAIGAWD....this touched precious expression..-- TvT HAHAHAA.. then he proceeded to give me a quick hi-5...^^man he's like a dolll*___*
im starting to doubt whether kevin is a girl in disguise. that voice sweeter than cotton candy wtffff
& dongho has dis stunned expression when we made eye contact.liek "im ur nuna bt my size jus doesnt prove it rofl" he has small hands too. like me!!! WAKAKA
lastly soohyun that bamf.. mr.fanservice title so belong to him..
when i was about to leave i shook soohyun's hands the last and he said one thing.. 'ah kajimmaT.T' wink wink" !!!!!! wakakaka..you know i think i just did a very smart act by allowing every1 to go first.. see imma nice fan...bleh..;P it was totally worth it^^
but since im biased like that...


p/s: in case youre wondering, i won the tickets from 8tv a day before the fanmeeting so yahoo thanks 8tv me love yous!!!!
p/p/s: pictures later. mothaeff laptop kept hanging hang here hang ther so du lan mad tired now =.=
p/p/p/s: SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~ T.T

Labels: UKISSME 1ST FANMEETING 19TH JUNE 2010 KLCC PLENARY HALL