all this while i didnt realise i was being immature..but now i do. isn't it far too awkward to start like normal again? can we actually look at each other like i've never ever said those mean things & all? im sorry i cant.
our gap grew too big nothing could be done to save this dying out bond anymore. we wont be able to talk like nothing happened you get what i mean? even if you could i cant, because it felt so honestly bad and the guilt-UGH. sry. like, dont forgive me?
i finally had the courage to look at you but when you looked away. Ouch. now i know how it feels. finally had a taste of my very own medicine and thats not even ALL TO BEGIN WITH. i cant imagine how much pain i'd caused you. the reason why is.. i can tell you dont think of me as a friend anymore. i've left a bad bad impression in your heart. i'm the biatch in your heart. and that thought hurts so bad i decided to just let it go & for once & for all i'll be the biatch in this conspiracy.

because you did nothing wrong. aight?