it was crazy. it was epic. i was crazy. haha. rmbr the ukiss!me & b2st fansigning i went? when i came back i was like meh i'm so lazy to blog bout it maybe some other day after the brian's one/.

aight, so where should i start from? cuz' everything is absolute perfection.
you won't believe that he's such a genuinely nice guy until you see him yourself. /sobs/

i'll TRY not to spazz in the beginning but you know i can't help it. haha.

so i came at about 12.30. there were only 4 fans there rofl. and i thought oh snap i was late.lol srsly. soon few more came & there were about 15 of us. then guess what. WE''RE SO MOTHAEFFFRIGGING LUCKY BCUZ SOON, THE GUARDS WERE LIKE I STILL RMBR ONE OF THEM SAYIN "ALL OF YOU MOVE TO THIS SIDE PLS. TO THE RIGHT SIDE HERE *MY STAR* IS COMING" - ROFL DID HE JUST SAID THAT?
*MY STAR IS COMING* HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH LAUGH LIKE SHIT LAH

and in less than 10 seconds, there is brian, in striking red hair & smart outfit, finer in person.♥ pictures do him no effing justice srsly. HE'S SOOOO PERFECT IN RL IM NOT KIDDING. standing under the hot sun looking like a sex god ready to electrocute any human being, coming either from starbucks or what lol walking down the streets.
WALKING PASS BY US WITH 3 OR 4 GUARDS SURROUNDING HIM AND OF COURSE WE WENT ALL LIKE , "jajajaBRIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!" I SCREAMED THE MOST ROFL. YOUNG FANS ARE JUST THAT HYPER HAHAHAHA. and he went all 'hey guys! hi *waves* yooo' and grinned as we screamed and there i go with my oh my godddd as he walked pass me less than 10cm away xD and he was giggling kekeke AND JUZ AS I WAS TRYING TO SNAP HIS PIC, my phone fucking went cuckoo and all that happened so fast i couldnt even snap a photo. arhhhhhgggg darn itt!!!! it was our golden chance srsly. the few lucky us. those who came later totally missed it xD

then comes the waiting. which is not tiring and in fact very comfortable. the crowd wasn't huge, so it was all good noone was pushing nor squeezing nothing was messed up. i was basically first in line with another girl we were in the same vip rock zone^^ so i could feel all the air-cond coming out of the club & the loud beats wheeeeeeeeeee :D i knew i was lucky from the moment i stood there,being the first in line /eyeingforawesomeview/ xD

we were then released into the club, being the first two rock zone girls to stand behind the numbered seats for the awesomesauce view♥

they were playing random english songs instead of brian's and showing a brian clip on screen. how weird is that? WTF max and the %$#@#$ dj on top was(find him in the picture spam later,that'll be in the next post, the length of this post itself is horrible Dx) EFFING SMOKING WHAT THEEE...??? AH BOY I COME HERE TO SEE YOU SMOKE IZIT? very wai nan to be fake dj-ing there then dont do larh. and you smoke you think i cant see ah. idiot. -___-;; he became a laughing material anyway, thanks to you-know-who XD a few other girls behind me started pointing at him & laughing their ass out rofl. he must be soooo annoyed yet wanna 'lan yeng' with his dj pose please lah go back & play pool k? chiuuu~~

waiting for the show to start. baki came out to entertain us he was so funny rofl. ppl on top shoving their banner he was like 'dont throw at me dont throw at me why la you wanna throw at me T.T' haha^^ mike was there man he looks like he's just woken up from bed rofl~ keke. oh when baki walked pass me at the queue into the club i went, "omg baki!!" i think my reaction was too epic haha i made a few other girls around me laughed xD

15 minutes late, Mr.Sexy Joo came out from backstage(hahahah me & my friend were making funny assumptions like he's gonna come down from upstairs, pop up to the stage with the lift, etc) mana tau then he just walk out of the backstage like that lmao. 8D
crowds were screaming. i was squealing to save my voice for later~ but in less than 5 seconds that failed i was screaming in an instant hahahahahahahah cannot la he was right in front of me looking sexier than ever how can not scream!? i'd rate my view 4.8/5 stars xD nose-bleed tau when he started off with In My Head, korean version.

after the perf ended.

he was so funny. we were like *&^%$#$%brian*&^$^% here &&*bri&*&annn#@#$ there then he was like 'im sorry i cant understand &^%$#@#$%^brioanjfhdshfsfdsk7^%@!#$BRIANndjshfkjsBRIANNNhdkj&^%$#@vruian" HE IMITATED US ROFL. THE CRAZY BRIAN IS OUT^^

"this song i'm gonna perform next is off from my first album. (FIRST ALBUM!!!??? AT THIS POINT I SQUEALED LIKE NO OTHER BECAUSE NVR IN THE WORLD WOULD I HV THOUGHT HE'LL BE PERFORMING ANYTHING FROM HIS 1ST ALBUM THAT WAS RELEASED 4 YEARS AGO T____T. RIGHT NOW. RIGHT THEN. ) i really like this track so i hope you'll like it as well~ its called kajima kajima~^^

the moment he started singing i practically had tears in my eyes tears of joy & all that overwhelmed emotions because that's the song i've been listening to over & over again off his 1st album whenever i play his songs. ㅠㅠ

he sunked into deep emotions. singing his heart out soulfully, i cried.emotionalnya saya haha XDDD i was still like, 'is this a dream pls tell me it isn't T^T '




done. great response. moving on to the next song.

'now this one is one from my FTTS days.. it's sung with hwanhee we both hv a solo version but i personally like our duet (oh my gawd its none OTHER THAN EVEN THOUGH MY HEART HURTS T___T not enough with the previous huge suprise, he blew me away with this one. singing the famous ost hit many years ago)
and i know many of you might probably know this song cuz its really huge and so i want you guys to sing with me aight? you guys will act as hwanhee^^ p.s:shoutout to hwanhee i love him he's ma best bro!!! (hahahaha so random lol)
crowd: hwanheeeeee!!! heee hee heeee XD and he was like, 'okay so you ready guys? i'm not expecting you to be singing exactly like hwanhee like 'ooohhhhhh~~ wohhhhhhhh~~~ *deep voice adlib* "

AHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHA WHY MAKE US LAUGH AGAIN IMITATE FANY BUSTED LA YOU BRIAN SURE KENA BELASAH BY HIM WHEN YOU GO BACK TO KOR XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

song came. ga seum ah pa do~ what to do. i'm totally blown away to mars i dont even know my own name anymore. i was standing, got the perfect view of him, perfect perfect everything was perfect i could just see him & seeing him so clearly ain't good because you dont know when you'll melt into a puddle right there T-T

and then there was a all of a sudden REMIX OF MOST OF THE TRACKS IN HIS ALBUM? its like bits of all the tracks mashed up together in a remix and he performed one after another in one shot NOSE BLEEEEEEEEEEED T_______T heart attack la i cant take so many awesomeness at one shot T-T he even performed Loved My Friend's Woman. and i was like tablo ;A; right away haha

Tears Run Dry.
- where do you go when the tears run dry awwwwwwww so sweet him x)

DREAMING.
you're my baby my baby~ my world world~ :D


MY GIRL.
-WTFF THIS. HE REMIXED IT IN THE SEXIEST WAY YOU CAN IMAGINE. HOW THE EFF DID THE VOCALS GO LIKE THAT. WHAT UNHEARD SEXY TONE IS THAT. HOW DID CHU CHANGED NAE YEOJA INTO A.... SEXY OVERLOADED SONG??? its like how donghae changed nobody to his own version. only 10 times sexier. haha sorry la fishy brian's the man :P

DO IT.
'i wanna do it do it~all night long with you~" naughty naughty man :D the cheoreo was pure 18rated hahahahahahah.

and he freaking rapped to BULLET. HIM RAPPING. that is like sex bomb exploding. ovaries exploding. no, really.
and his dance breaks are no joke. he's soooooooo gooooood. i'm not kidding you ask me to choose again between him & idol groups. sorry boys i'll choose this man. leejoon you dont even stand up to him XD i'm so attached to older man omg T-T but hey brian's an exception cuz he ages backwards, rmbr? XD

after that. he went "so you guys! which track did you guys liked the most off that one? ^^"
US:DOITBULLETMYGIRLJSDHFDSJFHGIBBERISHDREAMINGDOITBULLETHDFJHFJDSH!!!!!!!!BRIANNNJDFNSJFH!!!!!! HAHA SOMEBODY ACTUALLY SCREAMED BRIAN WHEN HE ASKED WHICH TRACK DID THEY LIKE THE MOST ROFL XDDDDDDDDDDDD

him: !@__@! OKAY I'LL JUST GO WITH SCREAMS CUZ YOU GUYS SCREAM SO WELL :) DREAMING! (AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!) MY GIRL! (AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!) BLA BLA BLA HEHEHE BULLETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!! (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHA FUNNY MAX.

him : hehe i hope you guys support bullet & if possible make it a hit alright ^^

us: !!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH BRIAN AH YES BRIAN YES hahahahahah us & our brians rofl

in the middle break of the perfs. they had a lucky draw session. its just him drawing out the lucky names in the box and the lucky fans go on stage for fanservice xD

as much as my ticket was so worth it and despite the fact i was the first fan in line, also the first to get in xD AND JUST HOW rly lucky i'm today! BUT STILL NOT AS LUCKY AS THE GIRL STANDING NEXT TO ME IN THE VIP ROCK ZONE.(haha humans are never satisfied y'kno? x) I WAS TALKING TO HER BEFORE & ALL BUT WHO'D HV KNEW SHE GOT PICKED BY THE RANDOM LUCKY DRAW BY BRIAN TO GO ON STAGE & YOU KNOW, FANSERVICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. OMGAWWWWWD I WAS PRACTICALLY PULLING MY HAIR OFF WHEN SHE WAS THE 'KENA-ED' LUCKY ONES . OH RAWRRRRR. and she's the girl next to me rofl.
BUT WHAT MAKES ME SQUEAL MORE IS THA GUESS WHAT SHE GOT?
paper says "BRIAN DOES SEXY DANCING TO YOU"


.....................IDIECAN??!!! NOT JEALOUS BUT AT THE FACT HIS SEXY DANCING IS THE EFFING BOMB. NOONE DOES SEXY DANCE LIKE BRIAN AIGHT. HE WAS ALL OVER HER,. NOT CHEESY NOT RAPING KIND BUT THE REALLLL SEXAYYYYYYY. THE KIND THAT MAKES YOU BURNNNNNNNN INSIDE. Oh yeahhhh. HE WAS WITH HIS WAVES OMGOD HIS WAVES I DIE TELL YOU DIE. AND HIS HUG BEATS ALL OTHER HUG K. HE DOESN'T LET GO UNTIL YOU DOES. THATS LIKE, THREATENING HIMSELF TO DEATH OR STH!? XDDD
and the girl was like a stone. hahahahaahaahha she was just nervous then brian's so evil by imitating her with her stoned expression and dorky baki tagged along in the fun and before we knew it he was all imitating brian's sexy wave dancing all over flirting with brian who's reenacting the stoned girl~ LAUGH MY ASS OUT ROLLING ON FLOOR LAUGHING MY STOMACH HURTS AIGHT? 8DDDDDDD

and then another girl is the one in front of me at the numbered seatings WTH JEALOUS MAX CAN??? AS I WATCH HER DRIFT AWAY TO THE STAGE ONLY TO BE FAN-SERVICED BY MR.FANSERVICE ))));

the last girl,however wasnt satisfied with his aegyo(ah la actually she damn satisfied wan she's just being smart by demanding more for us xD) so when baki asked her,'how was it', she, 'um not really' and he did it again. this time,laying on the floor playing the all, 'mummy mummy i want my milk' trick with his legs up waving against one another and his hands on his face doing the baby pose ;A; ♥♥♥

and the girl said i love you in a cute way then brian said it in a even cuter way his cute voice is just ZOMGDIE.

random moments when he were asked to keep doing aegyo and funny things

this was his exact line+expression: 'okay lets just stop this 8D i feel stupid XD *bursts out laughing* he was trying not to laugh as he said that ROFLLLL I LAUGH TO DEATH AGAIN XDDDDDDDDD

lucky draw session ended. thank god or i'd just hv pounced on him if they go on with anymore deadly fanservice XDDD

he performed somemore. dont remember what it is i was too engrossed into him :x

ending everyone shouted encore~! encore!! i was like ENCOREEEEEEEEEEE I TELL YOU ENCOREEEEE *THREATENING*!!!! HAHAHAAHHAHAHA
baki, 'let me check if mr.joo is ready. *checks backstage* *comes out spazzily* OMG HE'S ALL WET!!! HAHA TOO BAD ONLY I CAN SEE!!! :PPP BLEKKKK" *punches baki XD*

he came out with bling bling top, smiling the most sincere smile i've ever seen, performed In My Head english version and flirted with one fan upstairs pointing to her, "you! IN MY HEAD!" guess who screamed like a maniac rofl xD woooooooooo~~ and a short version of a really awesome song with awesome beat~

clap~clap~CLAPPP~~!!! why is he so perfect srsly? ;A;

then the long awaited group photo+fan interactions came.

he finished at about 4.30 and then there goes group photo session 10 ppl per batch. me & this girl was assuming before that 'what if he just stands there & pose with all the fans behind him and you call that group photo" HAHAHHAHA WTF ME & MY STUPID CRAP ASSUMPTIONS XD

when it was our turn i couldn't feel more excited. though i've alr gaze-raped him numerous times during the whole time of the performances xD
i clinged next to him as he smiled at me can die okay /fansself
after the photo- everybody was taking their sweet time hugging him i was jumping up & down as i go "brian brian brian" *rushing for one last hug rofl* and he was sorta glomping me at first(srsly this guy is just fanservice king, he goes all out with his hugs xD) gave me one hella tight one,tapping my back like a brother :)
(speaking of which, i do look at him as an oppa rather than a crush, cmon 11 years is just too much to say love ;-;) i was just expecting a quick last hug but 0_0 the next thing i knew i clinged my hands up to his collarbone(he was sitting on stage) & sooo coped his hair ROFL zomg HE SMELLED LIKE, IDK. LIKE. ;A;


HOMFG IDK? HIS SCENT. ;A; ♥

he hugged everyone so tightly, so sincerely, sooo friendly, soooo warmly.the group photo session was very nice he's talking to each & every fan & shook their hands .

best 2 hours of my life.♥ srsly you'd think 2 hours is short i thought its gonna be really short too but it felt soooo LONG. maybe the epicness of it all has blinded everything. every single second was sooooo good i dont even.
in my fancams i was screaming & singing along like some nuts without a proper head 8D
those girls around me was like, 'man she knew the lyrics to all of his songs' hahah it just so happened to be the old ones he performed off his 1st album was the one i listened to from him the most on wmp so :) and plus he only had 2 album out so there.



SERIOUSLY GUYS. YOU WHO DIDN'T WENT. trust me, there'll be next time. ^^ i'm not blaming you ppl bcuz omgod who'd hv knew smaller crowds=awesome interaction and clear clear views!! noone pushing or squishing against you aggresively till you bcame sardin or tuna it basically turned into a meet & greet aight. i do feel a little sorry for the normal zone tickets though~ cuz there's so few of them T.T and they dont get a chance for group photo and hug+handshake and yeah.

so. new fans. everything you know about brian. is so much more in rl. if you think he can sing, well he not only "can" sing, HE'S BEYOND EVERYONE'S EXPECTATION. BEYOND MINE EVEN. T^T I'M SO TRUE ABOUT THAT MELTING ME WITH THAT ANGELIC VOICE OF HIS AND BLOWIN MY MIND TO MARS OR JUPITER. IT HAPPENED. I WAS ANGELSTRUCKED. NOT many ppl know of his existance bcuz he wasnt heavily promoted and back then, how old were we exactly when he debuted? i only knew of him from watching his old clips & i knew from then that boy can sing. he's an angel,only to be unleashed. i see it. he can do so much more. and he proved me right. he didnt dissapoint my hope towards him. it was right to go. i had the best birthday gift ever.
to ppl who say he really is something, right. he really is sth. its just that i knew that fact earlier but it doesnt matter now as long as we all like him all the same :DDDD

i didnt regret my tickets cuz i got the best view and the best fanservice and all thats awesome enough. well payed ticket. it promised so much more. i knew from the start he'd give a fantastic show. thats why i always trust my instincts. take the beast one for example. i knew sth was gonna go wrong beforehand(srsly the venue? -.-) so i ditched it.

my life is now complete he needs to come again small crowds like this are intimate loyal fans and yeah i know i sound selfish but if the crowd was large we probably wont get to interact with him as much XPP

he was sooo kind everyone who went just looked like they had a great great time. though the tickets weren't sold out but it was all good. he seemed like he came down here sincerely to perform for us and gave us such big fat hugs. <3

at this point i dont need no pretty dolled up idols no more. I only need @brianjoomuzik and that is all. ♥

p.s : did i mention he was giving all this sincerely funny comments keeping us entertained dude is a guy with lots of humor. his personality♥

p.p.s everybody's almost middle-aged especially the front row vvips ahjummas rofl. i even overheard them talking about shinee rofl. creepy srsly 0_0 if i didnt dress up properly i might end up looking like a lost kid rofl XDDDDD i didnt hv the mood to fan acc for beast & ukiss especially since it was touch & go & meh but this time im so hyped up you dont even. the side effects of mr. joo. oh~ ;-; just look at the length of this post :D preciousss~~~~

p.p.s: seriously i've never seen him speaking english this long. dude, everyone (mike,baki,jules & moe included xD) was bragging about how he's the coolest dude in the world it makes the butterflies in my stomach jump around ;D

p.p.p.s: I MISS HIM ALREADY AIGHT. SERIOUS TT________________TT

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