last saturday was a long day. let me just say one thing, carnival day was a mess. why? organization/management was weak. Haunted House was okay but i guess i let my expectations up a little too high. seriously you should hv expected this number of ppl would turn up and well i did screamed, but it was a half-hearted scream for fun. when we came out, we were like, 'that's it? :s'

then we went to The Maze, the queue was horrible. everybody i swear, almost 70% of the attendees came from afternoon session and boy, dont even get me started on how much i HATEEEE the afternoon session kids. its so true about how younger generations are getting ruder and stupid. short i dont mind lah cuz i aint tall myself but dear god this kids needs to be taught about mannerism & patience. i've never seen such impatient crowd before. not even at supershow 2. doesnt beat b2st's, but jesus. you'd think cutting the queue every 5 minutes would make you look smart. idiots.

dont even get me started on this smell you get when you're squashed in a crowd, fangirls who've been to large kpop events would understand what i mean. but i wasn't tired even a tad bit(been used to it) so its all good. Got into The Maze, the queue after us was cut off - apparently it was already 12.30(we waited for 1 hour & 30 mins gdi) and our batch was the last batch to enter so the rest had to leave even if they queue forever. in other words, "byebye kids gtfo now better luck next time"

Sigh. The Maze was another letdown, srsly malay girls tend to overreact dont they? no offence. but those malay girls in front of us overreacted like *&^%&^%$ & shouted like !@#$%^&^ when there's not even anything to be freaked out about. and when the guys inside there were trying to led us out there they go again with their !@#$%&^%$ screaming and pushed him away. WTF MAX. and because they were overreacting like heck, one of them accidently pushed one of those tables on top down and it was heading MY direction. if i didnt hv a faster reflex action, i guess i'll be at the paramedics. fuck. and as we walked out i almost tripped over a fallen chair which is a result of the drama those annoying girls were doing inside. even the "ghosts" seem pretty irritated. it was so dark but i guess they had no idea not EVERYONE actually fear darkness. you have one here dude. if there's anything i should be proud of, its that i dont fear darkness. ever since i was a kid. it grows stronger as i grow up. so i dont really get it when people scream so much just because they cant see anything ahead. live with it. tsk.

anyway being the unleashed dork i am, when i was in both haunted house & the maze, because i wasnt creeped out,i had fun pulling one of the 'ghosts' long hair and i could see who she is. haha. she went from, "O.O ROARRR" TO " !!@___@!!" when i did that, walking away with an evil smirk. haha now youre supposed to be scary, not that weak aight. i even tore some newspaper pieces laying on the table in the maze & lay it on the ghost's head as we passed by them. lol

we need real creepers to play it real aight. /pointstoself lol

i wouldn't blame anyone, but it all started late and the school was messy. the whole assembly was a freaking mess. i guess noone really cares since its CARNIVAL DAY and not official school day so noone gives a damn. people were sitting on the benches & loitering around yet they started messily and it seems like they just wanna finish that off fast. i dont even feel the hype.

i'm just glad this is the first & last carnival day for high school.

after school went home, changed & head straight to pyramid for Inception. i couldnt book online & when i reached there at 2.30, the queue was stretching all the way to the end gdi -___-;; "MUST WATCH IT TODAY NO MATTER WHAT" catching for the 3.10 one. tried my luck, queued and actually the line was moving pretty fast its just long because of the high demands. got in just at the right time, phew! to be very very frank Inception isnt my cup of tea. it was epic but it aint awesome. i didnt understand whats going on only 30 minutes in the movie. when it ended, everyone went 'whoa' and clapped. i was like, 'whaaaaaa-?' but after coming back did i started to understand a tad bit more & i guess thats the effect it supposed to have. it did blew my mind though.

and i finally watched Despicable Me 3D ytday. booked the tickets online beforehand and supposedly it was quite full based on the taken seats online but when i went in there were nobody 3 rows behind nor in front me! not even a single person at my row besides me & my sis. lol they all dissapeared. pretty good but i gotta say those glasses were killing me. i had to held it up to make sure it stays in its place because its too loose -__-

anyway the reason why i went for movies in the past two days, sigh. i was so darn stressed because of the whole moral folio incident DDDDDDD; you have no idea how down i was feeling.
i wanted to occupy my mind with smth else so i dont think about it but reality is reality. its missing and i'm required to do another one 'cincai-ly' and pass it up supposedly today. but god did i care. all i had in mind was fucking injustice & rageeeeeeeeee. i even cried yesterday when i was in bed. you may call me an emotional freak, but this time i'm not gonna let you step into me like that. because you have no freaking idea. and i'm being very logical here. try feeling this innocent and you'll see why.


..............and i'm still so stressed up to now. noone is gonna help me, noone is gonna find the truth behind the incident which noone witnessed.

p/s: fuck that going to Petrosains & KLCC TMW WOOHOOO! >D