Mnet Asian Music Awards(MAMA) short review.
i'm heart sick,heal me.
trust? bullshit.
collapsed.
the heartbeat paused.
the eraser in my head.
thank you.
see you in my funeral people.
sickkkk.
outta control
Did you see the fire in her eyes?
Building, brewing, flaming so brightly.
It's pure, it's evil.
in her heart there's this fire that wouldn't settle down,that sets itself from the very beginning. it could be so dim & so bright at the same time.
she's holding back
her tears.
her heart.
her life.
everything
not understanding the logic of gain and loss, she ‘unknowingly’ crossed the line, she dug at old wounds, created new ones. plunged into another life in search of new adventures, new meaning to life, and found herself still stucked.
immersing into fate,she no longer question-the same question she used to question. no longer wander around the same circle aimlessly. its a beautiful starry night,the stars are blinking at her. its their way of saying hi. she wish she could return the blink.
walking on a path scattered with broken pieces of glass along the way,she's still walking. she could not stop & turn back. because if she did,she'll run all the way through the path back to the starting point. she couldn't escape to the finishing point either,because there is no end.
this is a path with a starting point,without a finishing line. all she could do is take one step at a time. step by step,the journey will end itself;sadly not too soon.the ending seems uncertain & the light is still blind. unseen. yes. the unseen ending. the invisible end.
..little by little,her life shattering before her eyes. she suffocating; but she doesn't care. she just wants to get to the end. its not even halfway through,& she's worn out.
"how will you go on? YOU WEAK LOSER."
he slammed the words that echoes illusions to her. Trample the illusion of her wings. if she even had one in the first place.
.. who is she doesn't matter. she's made up by only dusts. a swirl of colours, mostly shaded gray.
she follows the wind,wherever they take her to.
Labels: melancholies
